My Valentine

Im sittin here listening to Charles Hamilton dis mixtape is nice but i'm not feeling it like da other ones. i mean i always feel as if i kno charles on a personal level cause we relate so much 2gether. no homo or gay shit but i feel like im connected 2 dis nigga spirtually its crazy evey song dat has a message to me in or a song i really relate 2 i find myself feeling like its deja vu (did i speel dat right) crazy right, but im startin 2 feel im gettin crazier in peoples eyes as i start gainin more knowledge. like i cant really relate or b on other people's level. so dis is how it feels 2 b an alien or 2 feel as if u r not 4rm dis world its crazy sometimes i feel like im depressed but its cool bein depressed cause i think more



i've been thinkin i took alot of responsibility sayin i'll put a mixtape out every month cause i neva knew it was dis hard. its not da writing process dats hard but da recordin process cause niggas aint really serious like me. lately i've been sick doe cause of dis weather so my first mixtape keeps gettin pushed back it makes me mad feelin like i lied 2 u all dat read my blog.



now i bet u wonderin y i called dis my valentine

well 2 start my mom is my valentine sometimes i cant stand here and all dat etc. etc. shit but i love dat girl dead ass no matter wat happens my mom could kill Obama and i'm ridin wit her (i'ma talk more on her l8r)

but my blog friend De La Dom or Dominique hasnt been blogin lately so i've been readin her older entries. i swear if she had a widget 2 see da niggas visitin her site and how frequent i'd be dere everyday faithfully. i haven't read all her entries dont get me wrong she has so many videos dat my old computer freezes and i get mad and say fuck it but dead ass doe i asked her 2 b my (distant) valentine...i kno its short notice but lately i've been havin urges 2 do things dat i cant explain y or see da significance. is it God's hand? is she guidin me along like my mom used 2 and everythin will work out l8r??? i dont kno but its crazy after me and simone fall out and she stopped hittin me up (maybe my email aint workin) i get dis feeling 2 really reach out 2 Ms Dominique. I'm like wowin doe cause like she is slick my type i like but can neva have she's dat sexy nerdy girl in class engulfed in her music i want her i wanna kno how she ticks......im daydreamin bout u if u readin dis i wanna smoke some good weed wit ya (yea i started back) in a slightly dim room wit a mix of some old rnb and soul mostly 70s and 80s and charles hamilton slow shit lol im jus imagining maybe i am goin crazy fallin 4 an idea of somebody my fansies are runnin rampted

Cool?
Smitty