Reality Set In

Wassup World

It finally hit me the day b4 yesterday
i really dont have anything
nothin
but my gurl (now fiance) nd baby
no money no fam no drugs no nothing
i got a job but because i got injured at work i wont get anything
4 3 weeks
i cant pay my debt of 150 2 my old school MTSU
so i cant go 2 Chatt State until den
i still gotta write a letter of appeals
my music all my writin Djuana wont give it 2 me

monday night wen all dis really hit me
i fought back tears til i was finna pass out
i jus wanted 2 b alone
i was at Shunda house nd right wen i was finna leave she begged me not 2
told me she loved nd needed me nd i broke down people
everythin jus hit
i keep reliving wat happened in my head ova nd ova
shid i couldnt help but 2
i finally got 2 change clothes (basketball shorts boxers nd socks is all i had on)
after 4 days
take a shower nd brush my teeth

yo man dis shit really sucks
lol
2 say da least
den like all my niggas rising higher nd higher
P.A (wat it do)
Gambitt (wassup man)
nd
Precyse
"Tarble"
while i cant even afford studio sessions

dats enough of makin myself even more depressed


i wanna make a mixtape called
G.I. Joe Cool


or something along those lines
lol
jus brainstormin

been havin crazy beat ideas i need 2 tell a producer nd see wat they can do
i wanna hear a song samplin
Spongebob's Sweet Victory song
nd the Final Fantasy song wen u win a fight
like chop up the FF song
man the idea sounds crazy in my head but it'll b clean

nd on another lighter note
i reverted back 2 my childhood days wit dis one




man dis comic is stupid funny
check it out
http://www.vgcats.com/super/?strip_id=0


well dats about all i got goin on
im finna take off on my own lil journey






Route 1.....

ya'll pray 4 me

Cool?
Joe Cool

Oldie

but still a hit period

Bud Dwyer - Charles Hamilton


"they hate me/ say it slow"

Cool?
Joe Cool

Reminder

here u go if u aint heard it

Reminder - Charles Hamilton


Here's something else im bumpin 2

Ghosts - Charles Hamilton


Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S. Great minds think alike
or r they intune wit each other
i sometimes wonder
was i close 2 dis person in another life
????

Im At Rockbottom

Wassup World
Man i've been thru so much shit in da couple of hours
my mother nd 2 lil bruhs ganged me like i was a nigga on da street last night
my 16 yr old bruh was stompin me wit his shoes on nd everything
nd on top of dis they did this all in front of my babymamma
who's still pregnant
we could've hurt her
the only thing dat really keeps me 4rm cryin my eyes out is
the fact im not in da wrong
i tried leavin 3 times but my mother kept hittin me
nd wen i say they ganged me they really did
my face nd body sore
then they kicked me out wit only socks nd basketball shorts on
im homeless wit no clothes no money no place to go no music
its hard to smile but i still do
my gurl stood by my side thru this whole thing
its so embarressin man i gotta sleep in da car
nd she said she would sleep in da car wit me
dis hurts me that my gurl goin thru dis wit me

nd 2 b honest i've been only listenin 2 Charles Hamilton
since he's been in my shoes i can really relate 2 him more now
ugh
2 b honest i dont kno wat 2 do
suicidal thoughts have been goin thru my mind doe
but i wont follow thru wit them
death nd dyin now
r not options
i have 2 stand out

I want my music 2 stand out
like a tree fallin alone in da forest
nd still being heard throughout da land

lol deep

i guess 2 keep myself 4rm cryin ima smile
i wanna jus record a whole bunch of music
like really get lost in da music

o well broke
hurtin
confused

nd my gurl says she cant stand Charles Hamilton lol
she says he's so lame
lol
nd den she said he ugly
its cool Goku
my Bulma goes hard ya'll

well shit im finna find something 2 eat
nd my gurl jus found my wallet i've been lookin 4 4 2 weeks
man i love her
nd I'm listenin to 'This Perfect Life'
right now bumpin Reminder

"Angels on my side/ Demons in my eyes"

this song really blacks on wat im feelin
its like he took a trip into my mind nd wrote wat he saw

Cool?
Joe Cool