Im At Rockbottom

Wassup World
Man i've been thru so much shit in da couple of hours
my mother nd 2 lil bruhs ganged me like i was a nigga on da street last night
my 16 yr old bruh was stompin me wit his shoes on nd everything
nd on top of dis they did this all in front of my babymamma
who's still pregnant
we could've hurt her
the only thing dat really keeps me 4rm cryin my eyes out is
the fact im not in da wrong
i tried leavin 3 times but my mother kept hittin me
nd wen i say they ganged me they really did
my face nd body sore
then they kicked me out wit only socks nd basketball shorts on
im homeless wit no clothes no money no place to go no music
its hard to smile but i still do
my gurl stood by my side thru this whole thing
its so embarressin man i gotta sleep in da car
nd she said she would sleep in da car wit me
dis hurts me that my gurl goin thru dis wit me

nd 2 b honest i've been only listenin 2 Charles Hamilton
since he's been in my shoes i can really relate 2 him more now
ugh
2 b honest i dont kno wat 2 do
suicidal thoughts have been goin thru my mind doe
but i wont follow thru wit them
death nd dyin now
r not options
i have 2 stand out

I want my music 2 stand out
like a tree fallin alone in da forest
nd still being heard throughout da land

lol deep

i guess 2 keep myself 4rm cryin ima smile
i wanna jus record a whole bunch of music
like really get lost in da music

o well broke
hurtin
confused

nd my gurl says she cant stand Charles Hamilton lol
she says he's so lame
lol
nd den she said he ugly
its cool Goku
my Bulma goes hard ya'll

well shit im finna find something 2 eat
nd my gurl jus found my wallet i've been lookin 4 4 2 weeks
man i love her
nd I'm listenin to 'This Perfect Life'
right now bumpin Reminder

"Angels on my side/ Demons in my eyes"

this song really blacks on wat im feelin
its like he took a trip into my mind nd wrote wat he saw

Cool?
Joe Cool