Work Boredom

Wassup world
At work....high as usual bored ad usual. I finally got me a smart phone again so now I can blog anywhere. Thank God. My mind was racing wit all kinds of thoughts and ideas. Then also of course Im write music easier instead of always looking for paper and pen. Nothing wrong with writing and nothing wrong with not writing also. Amywho like I said bored at work. Not like I can really just sit at work and write music. So I thought I'd blog a lil.  
Went reading thru my old music I feel like my music has matured. That's a good thing in my eyes. I went from amatuer to like some kanye west level type ish. I always say I wanna be better and bigger then jay-z but I feel I have a more kanye style. No lie he is one of my fav artist so I can see why I feel I have a feel like his. Not on that soulful tip but more on that cool laid back tip. I mean I am Joe Cool. Micheal Young History in the flesh. So everything about me is cool lol.
Listening to Lupe Fiasco's Hello/Goodbye (Uncool) thinking man. I work these crazy as shifts cuz all I do is grind write rhymes and smoke weed. But sometimes I want a steady girlfriend or relationship. I kind of like that stress. It brings me back to life and the world that I sometimes more than often feel so far away from. I get tired of talking to plenty good looking beautiful bad chicks who just wanna fuck and hope for a come up and I bring them on with me. If I get a girl though I won't have any time for her. With 12 hour shifts music Harlem and my training to achieve greatness it'll be hard to fit one in. It would b well worth it though. A girlfriend will motivate and have u focused in a way yo niggas and fam can't. That's how I feel atleast.
All this weed smoking has had me so calm chill and relaxed lately but its also had me tired nd hungry for nothing. Its like I wanna eat but I can't stomach food. I'm hungry for more. The weed is just helping me to see it I guess. I really can't sleep either. I get like 5 hours maybe of sleep. My body gonna shut down eventually. I feel it. I spend my off time trying to make my self sleep. I need to invest it in something better. Stop smoking for a lil bit again. In looking into stocks right now and also going hard on the beat learning. I gotta get fruity loops again to start this journey back up. I've been having mad crazy ideas that I can't wait to try out. I don't know its a lot I wanna
Do but I Jus need money.

Man let me get back to work before I get fired.

Cool?
Joe Cool