My Life! My Word! MY WORLD!!!

2day 2day 2day wow wat can i say im havin all dese new beginings i dont kno if its jus da fact dat i think differently den everybody around me so i look at it like i turned 19 last september and moved outta my mamma house in aug so im new 2 dis on my own shit people only see 4rm da outside in and kno only wat i tell dem wen it comes 2 my life.wit dat being said wat gives anybody da rite 2 tlk about how i live or wat i go thru ya feel me.my mother and i got into 2day i half listened 2 her i hate wen she tries 2 tell me about myself cause she's clueless 2 da truth and she thinks she knows it all.its kinda annoyin but its my fault cause i let her kno jus enough nothin2 much maybe a lil bit less den i should. Fuck it doe dis is my life i have lived my life facin consequences made by mamma decison so now on im makin my own and ima live by dem myself so i cant b mad at anybody but me...i kno
i missed big oppertunities but i didnt want dem den my life will b in God's hands
~Cool? Joe Cool

Its Lonely On Top Of Da World

I'm feelin depressed and lonely right now i wanna smoke 2 ease dis feelin but i sit here and endure dis i wake up alone go 2 sleep alone even in a crowd of people i kno and r familiar wit i still feel alone sometimes i feel like if i died it wouldn't matter have i made a long lastin good effect on people or bad is my existance relevant 2 da world?? I'm nothin and even at my greatest i still feel equal 2 a crumb my words are da only things dat r monumental my means all powerful ruler wat will i rule ova......music....rap....rappers....poetry.....women....or jus da world period.....
~ Cool? Mr Joe Cool

Sorry 4 Not Bloggin

I miss u guys
~ Cool? Mr Joe Cool