Work Boredom

Wassup world
At work....high as usual bored ad usual. I finally got me a smart phone again so now I can blog anywhere. Thank God. My mind was racing wit all kinds of thoughts and ideas. Then also of course Im write music easier instead of always looking for paper and pen. Nothing wrong with writing and nothing wrong with not writing also. Amywho like I said bored at work. Not like I can really just sit at work and write music. So I thought I'd blog a lil.  
Went reading thru my old music I feel like my music has matured. That's a good thing in my eyes. I went from amatuer to like some kanye west level type ish. I always say I wanna be better and bigger then jay-z but I feel I have a more kanye style. No lie he is one of my fav artist so I can see why I feel I have a feel like his. Not on that soulful tip but more on that cool laid back tip. I mean I am Joe Cool. Micheal Young History in the flesh. So everything about me is cool lol.
Listening to Lupe Fiasco's Hello/Goodbye (Uncool) thinking man. I work these crazy as shifts cuz all I do is grind write rhymes and smoke weed. But sometimes I want a steady girlfriend or relationship. I kind of like that stress. It brings me back to life and the world that I sometimes more than often feel so far away from. I get tired of talking to plenty good looking beautiful bad chicks who just wanna fuck and hope for a come up and I bring them on with me. If I get a girl though I won't have any time for her. With 12 hour shifts music Harlem and my training to achieve greatness it'll be hard to fit one in. It would b well worth it though. A girlfriend will motivate and have u focused in a way yo niggas and fam can't. That's how I feel atleast.
All this weed smoking has had me so calm chill and relaxed lately but its also had me tired nd hungry for nothing. Its like I wanna eat but I can't stomach food. I'm hungry for more. The weed is just helping me to see it I guess. I really can't sleep either. I get like 5 hours maybe of sleep. My body gonna shut down eventually. I feel it. I spend my off time trying to make my self sleep. I need to invest it in something better. Stop smoking for a lil bit again. In looking into stocks right now and also going hard on the beat learning. I gotta get fruity loops again to start this journey back up. I've been having mad crazy ideas that I can't wait to try out. I don't know its a lot I wanna
Do but I Jus need money.

Man let me get back to work before I get fired.

Cool?
Joe Cool

Hmmm.....

Before I lay me down to sleep u can't trust everyone u meet

Cool?
Joe Cool

Oh Yea

Wassup World
Forgot to explain yesterday that
icoolblog.com is temporarily moved to this site
my mans working on the site got locked up and couldn't continue working on it
So until i find someone else to do it the url will lead back here
i don't think its too bad but at least i can bring more traffic into my zone

Cool?
Joe Cool

Tired

Wassup World
Long time no blog. Been working 12 hour shifts 12 days a week 6 til 6
I'm beat!!!
i haven't really talked to anybody since starting at this place
i have no time for anything but at least i'll be able to pay all my bills
i need to take care of all my debts so i can stop feeling so closed in and trapped by everything
everything will happen when it needs to
i just need to stop comparing myself to other people.

There's no point in doing that.
What I'm doing and what they are, thats two different things.
blame it on my confidence or my skill but i know that there isn't any competition
aside from the other JoeFnCool
but i'll worry bout him later

I'm always talking sacrifice to achieve and shit but i don't really make any
sure i cut back from fucking and smoking a lil bit but as soon as shit moving
I'm right back chasing the cool and chasing my vice
i figured getting a girlfriend would help out wit my wandering
and uncontrollable (sometimes) sex drive

didn't work......I'ma leave it at that

i figured smoking weed all together would also be a plus
but that worked for a week

I'm not saying I'm week but with all i have to do, put up with, and go thru a nigga need a blunt and some pussy every now and again
but I'm tired of these regular basic as women and weed thats barely screaming.

if i grind work harder maybe i can see more because i know its more to this life then these couple cities i've visited and lived at....

irritable lonely horny bored exhausted among many other feelings in me at this moment
and I'm constipated......UnCool

Maybe if i  an get my mind just clear and uncluttered i can finish more...
no maybe to that
all it takes is struggle hard work talent skill patience persistence pain and sacrifice
I'ma make it to be something successful in life
just fighting the devil and facing problems i ran away from as a boy and teenager is tiring and hard sometimes
never will i quit it though
thats not an option anymore
just keep going Joe...
don't get distracted and brought down by the woes pains and allure of the world


It Continues....

Life can only get better from here...

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S. training in the hyperbolic time chamber resumes