Confused

i try 2 live a real quiet life i admit/
but my life's full of shit/
the toliet can barley flush it/
it overflowz it/
confused on wat my definition of a wife is/
cause its not reachable i see/
where is my piece of mind/
a line nd question dat stays on mind/
y lie/
im hurtin inside cause i cant find my/
betta half 2 my/
puzzle piece/
she tellin me/
she loves me but her actions scream she's lyin 2 me/
y bother me/jus leave me b/
cause u further more hurtin me/
cause im tryin/
so patiently 4 u 2 grow 4 me/
nd our baby/
but u still doin da samethings/
fightin lyin accussin doin y own thing/
somebody help me/
guide me/ provide me wit insight/
my hearts blacker den midnight/
tired of our petty fights/
everyday everynight im spendin it my "wife"/
y bother/ wen u claim my life's controlled by my mamma/
attackin my heart/
cause i said my life was based on u nd deshun/
am i wrong??/
maybe i should fall back some/
u can pick up da slack hun/
dont take dis as a break up/
im doin dis b4 i give up//

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Morning Anger

Wassup World
Man I'm so sick of things
people always tellin me wat i need 2 do
wen it comes 2 my mamma or my baby
Shunda....lol she da main one
im jus so sick of people tellin me b a man
stop talkin 2 yo mamma like dat
or stop actin like dat towards her
or stop listening 2 her

Sometimes i wish i could escape somethings
cause they are effecting me terribly
i can barley write
i havent written a new song since last week
i spent da nite wit shunda tryin 2 fix things
yea uh huh
im tryin 4 our baby nd 2 make up 4 how nd wat i've done 2 her
but damn dis shit hurtin me
she wants me 2 move in wit her fam
but i said i wanna get my own place
she got mad
den i told her my mamma didnt want me movin in wit her nor my sister
they both said i could stay wit dem
but wen i said i wanna get my own shit they said they would help
which made Shunda mad
she needs 2 get ova dat petty shit

ima jus do my own shit
continue 2 make my own decissions
nd not let people get 2 close 2 me

fuck it

Cool?
Joe Cool

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