Maybe I'm just talking to myself....

Wassup World

Jus some high rambling b4 my phone dies nd I go to bed.
I'm watching the Wolfman....neva saw it b4 now I see y
its sooooo slow 2 the action but its a good movie doe

I'm starting to feel lik maybe I'm lik I don't know how to describe it with out sounding wrong....fuck it these are my thoughts
My Feelings

bt I feell as if I'm in dis shit alone
lik I kno my gurl nd my moms got my back but lik
I used 2 could hit up Percyse nd talk wit him on shit
Gambitt 2
its lik percyse gone dats my brother
nd I can't open up 2 big homie Gambitt lik dat anymore
aint talked 2 him 4 months don't wanna seem wierd or u kno
anyway
a nigga lik 2 niggas really there
nd I hate complainiers
buut sometimes I jus wanna vent 2 one of my niggas nd politic nd come up wit plans 2 achieve build nd grow in this world
not on no gay shit
but I would lik 2 feel I aint the only nigga going through shit
I used 2 vibe thru Charles Hamilton songs so deep I felt lik the nigga was my best friend wen I heard his music
lik yo I'm feeling lik dis
he got a song where he feel the same
nd its lik we used 2 have conversations thru the music
even if I knew the song by heart
each time was the same

he don't make music lik that anymore
nas was b4 him
along wiit Jay Z
Kanye West (he slick goin back though....im watching kanye he a ify on the list)
Lupe

I mean that's jus real
don't get me wrong I lik they shit b4
but where's some more hit yo heart gritty shit lik Soon You'll Understand by Hova??
lik deadass I cryed at 14 wen I heard that song 4 the first tiime
who hasn't fell 4 somebody they wasn't supposed 2 nd broke yo own heart jus so u won't break theirs
or u in a relatiionship doin wrong u wanna leave but u can't
u want her 2 stay bt u kno she shouldn't she 4givess u nd all that
nd viice versa iin both events
nd let's not 4get disgracing our parents....

shits real

ii want that music 4rm them
but what they doin now is "cool"

fuck that

I disagree
but I'm jus talking 2 myself

Cool?
Joe Cool

Explaining Signatures

Real Quick

Cool? - so so about if something is really true...well what im talking bout and writing...usually at the end of everything cuz im nt sure how this world has me feeling nd thinking

UnCool?- i feel like society nd the world has gotten to me...or i really feel something is not cool

Very Cool! - i stand behind this fully


i'll explain more as i come up with them

Very Cool!

Rushed

Wassup World

Im being rushed soooo this will have 2 be brief as hell

Weeds

i've been on this show alot lately
its jus so interesting watching a middle aged
widowed
mother of two
middle classed white woman sell weed

nd the bitch be doing it 2
i wondered at first why not put a black woman or man
but i realized that she is totally outta her element which i guess make it interesting
not sure

nd that had me thinking what really makes things interesting
slick appealing to our eyes
is it the lust 4 adventure
maybe we see ourselves in whatever we're interested in
our maybe it jus deals with what people perceive as
"Cool"

Sometimes i feel like
what we consider cool
nice
interesting
manly Cool
but
etc etc
is not really wat is

thats where the name Joe Cool 4 me came 4rm
as you may or may not kno that is Snoopy with sun glasses
"trying" to be cool
but he's really not

my blog name
Micheal Young History
"The Cool"
as Lupe calls him
supposidly emodies all that is cool
but he doesnt

Sooooo what really makes something
or better yet some1 Cool?

My theory on that goes back to my experiences with trying to be cool
4rm "selling my soul" at 14 or 15 to be accepted into the "in-crowd"
or my many attempts at impressing my peers
no matter what i did in some1 i was UnCool

"selling my soul" was me goin against everything that i loved nd held dear
my beliefs my morals all of that 2 b some1 i thought i wanted 2 be my whole life
once i got it nd became "The Cool" i had 2 deal with the problems
the fake people
the constant feeling of depression
4rm the people i hurt
the drugs abuse
etc etc (listen to the music nd read my poetry 4 more indepth describtion)
but at the end of the day
once my eyes opened
i realized i wasnt cool
or even close to it

nd wen i would try nd impress people
through random acts of, now, embarresment
i feel foolish nd now i understand y they said i wsnt cool

i didnt really start feeling Cool until i came into my own
until i started doing me
until isaid fuck wat everybody else feels
if i like it nd im good at it nd it interest me then
im going to pursue it do it nd try it
nd in the end the people that feel the same as me,
if any,
will respect nd join me

soooo back to what i was saying about Weeds
very cool show
nd jus like weed
if you neva tried it you'll lik it
or it'll grow on ya

nd to end this
since im being told get done so we can smoke weed cook nd finish season 5 of the show
I say people do you
do what makes you happy no matter wat people say

Lets Start a real movement
where everybdy truely acts cool

join the Cool Crowd

yea thats the name of my people
The Cool Crowd


Very Cool!
Joe Cool