Sacrificies and New Starts

Wassup World

New layout nd pic of me lol
thought i'd start with something new for this post

Yoo i've been doin heavy thinking (lik i always do) nd i've come up wit some ideas

Sacrifies

Not like devil worship
but in order to achieve or get anything i have to let something go

my mom used to always speak about u work hard then u play hard
I used 2 do them both at the sametime

I've really been debating
Music
should i continue to "try" nd do it
cuz there isnt try
jus do

or should i continue on nd really focus on psychology
you cant have two dreams
nd my only dream is to be successful
i wanna provide for my son
b a role model to my little brothers
nd make it so my mom neva has to work
in order to that i might have to give up my life

Not die
but give up what i want nd like
in order to achieve that dream

with this music it seems that weed nd bitches
get in my way
i guess i worry more about partying then working
my problem used to b actually partying to much
then chilling wit my niggas nd playing video games
i've tamed all that its jus thise last two i need a grip on

the time i use smoking i could b writing nd recording
nd the time nd effort i put into getting bitches nd fucking
i could use on working out in order to get my body better in shape for recording

if i can stop my bad habits i will b betta off
nd everything else will just fall into place

lik the more i focus on music
the more things fall into place
but bad things follow

but fuck it ima keep goin up nd falling
til i go high enough that my fall neva happens
or when it does im prepared nd can slow it down or stop it

So im giving up weed 4 the time being
or atleast only smoking b4 i go to bed
i've been doin that lately but i slipped up 2day

nd with the women
one main nd 1 side..
maybe 2 sides lol

naw naw naw jus 1 side chick

Now let me put this plan into action
nd also as a matter of fact im going to add going to the gym everyday
yup

so only smoking b4 bed, 1 main 1 side, nd work out everyday.

Clearing my mind out with that 2
bitches r annoying
nd weed is a time consuming habit

once i let them both go
where i smoke every now and again
nd jus have 1 chick
thats cool wit music coming first
Then i'll really be better off but until then
these are baby step sacrificies

am i spelling that word right???
anyways

no partying is still in effect
i've only been 2 1 all semester
i've been goin to class nd doin in all but 1 class
the highest i'll prob get is a C -
betta then F

as a matter of fact i should b doin hw rite now
i got plenty 2 do also

Well world those where my thoughts

peace be easy
nd i'll let ya'll kno day to day how this is goin

Cool?
Joe Cool