Sacrificies and New Starts

Wassup World

New layout nd pic of me lol
thought i'd start with something new for this post

Yoo i've been doin heavy thinking (lik i always do) nd i've come up wit some ideas

Sacrifies

Not like devil worship
but in order to achieve or get anything i have to let something go

my mom used to always speak about u work hard then u play hard
I used 2 do them both at the sametime

I've really been debating
Music
should i continue to "try" nd do it
cuz there isnt try
jus do

or should i continue on nd really focus on psychology
you cant have two dreams
nd my only dream is to be successful
i wanna provide for my son
b a role model to my little brothers
nd make it so my mom neva has to work
in order to that i might have to give up my life

Not die
but give up what i want nd like
in order to achieve that dream

with this music it seems that weed nd bitches
get in my way
i guess i worry more about partying then working
my problem used to b actually partying to much
then chilling wit my niggas nd playing video games
i've tamed all that its jus thise last two i need a grip on

the time i use smoking i could b writing nd recording
nd the time nd effort i put into getting bitches nd fucking
i could use on working out in order to get my body better in shape for recording

if i can stop my bad habits i will b betta off
nd everything else will just fall into place

lik the more i focus on music
the more things fall into place
but bad things follow

but fuck it ima keep goin up nd falling
til i go high enough that my fall neva happens
or when it does im prepared nd can slow it down or stop it

So im giving up weed 4 the time being
or atleast only smoking b4 i go to bed
i've been doin that lately but i slipped up 2day

nd with the women
one main nd 1 side..
maybe 2 sides lol

naw naw naw jus 1 side chick

Now let me put this plan into action
nd also as a matter of fact im going to add going to the gym everyday
yup

so only smoking b4 bed, 1 main 1 side, nd work out everyday.

Clearing my mind out with that 2
bitches r annoying
nd weed is a time consuming habit

once i let them both go
where i smoke every now and again
nd jus have 1 chick
thats cool wit music coming first
Then i'll really be better off but until then
these are baby step sacrificies

am i spelling that word right???
anyways

no partying is still in effect
i've only been 2 1 all semester
i've been goin to class nd doin in all but 1 class
the highest i'll prob get is a C -
betta then F

as a matter of fact i should b doin hw rite now
i got plenty 2 do also

Well world those where my thoughts

peace be easy
nd i'll let ya'll kno day to day how this is goin

Cool?
Joe Cool

Happy Birthday

Wassup World (again)

Yesterday my prince turned 1

2days ago my nigga had his baby

congrats JO

daddy loves u Harlem

Cool?
Joe Cool

Shit Real as Can Be

Wassup World
Man I jus had the realest conversation wit my maiin chick
we talked about sex stds past relationships everything
I mean if u ( or I) can't b real wit her...then who can I b cool wit

We really came 2 an understanding on everything
deadass
I've neva been closer 2 some1 other then shunda
I thought that's how it was always gonna b
I guess I was wrong

I had a dream about shunda 2 days ago....she told me she missed nd wanted 2 b wit me
I thought it had somethiing 2 do wit I'm really moving on 4rm her
I guess I kinda feel guilty about it
(well my subconsious did) that I really have feelings 4 my main

o well

dueces lol

naw I still love my babymamma
bt it prob won't b another us

finna smoke wit my main nd chill wit her the rest of the nite

Cool?
Joe Cool

Time 2 Study

Wassup World
Gotta study
I love this part of skool
some don't lik it
but this where my real learniing starts

me nd my main chick got starbucks nd weed lol
she kinda prissy
I lik dat I got her rolling my blunts
she got that pearl game

wen I get time I'ma explaiin in depth what pearl game is

I'm also working wit this girl
trying 2 help her become an artist
she already writes poetry
nd she aint yo regular jus talk about fucking chick
she got a nice lil story 2 tell

its cool musik u already kno wat it is
so let me get 2 these books nd notes
nd back warmed up 2 bloging nd we all gonna b cool

o yea I'm also working on mixing nd mastering my own vocals soooo if u got any tips on it help me out

Cool?
Joe Cool

Random Thoughts

Wassup World
I'm back
I can't stop thinking bout my babymamma
crazy but I guess iit has 2 do wiit the fact that Harlem bday monday
but still sh fuckiing new niggas nd I'm moving on 2 u kno
its jus crazy cuz this time last year I was trying my hardest 2 b there 4 her
now I'm trying 2 make sense out of everything that happened 2 us nd how I ended up witout shit wen all ii was doin was providiing 4
nd being there 4 my fam

but u kno I'm jus thiinking bout things
I guess cuz I'm taking a shit o well

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S. I wouldn't b lying if I said I still love her though

Also

I got a kitten

Fiona Tiy Marie Valentine

Cool?

What's Good

Wassup World
Guess who's back on your computer screen
I'm blogging 4rm my phone at work so excuse the typing nd how I talk
its not rushed
but I'm not gonna take my tiime
I got things 2 do

man guys its been a crazy as year u know wit the whole new baby babymamma break 4rm music nd skool
life was/is rough
but I'm getting iit back
iin order 4 me 2 do that I have 2 get mnd body nd spirit right

I wanna tell ya'll wats been goiin on wats happened happening nd about 2 happen
but my musiical story would b boring nd predictable then

I literaly put my life into my lyrics

after my first set of rhyme books got burned wen shunda house caught on fire nd then my blackberry (which held all my other songs that didn't get buned up) broke
my writing has gotten better nd I have people who'll agree nd argue that I am better then I eva was

lmCOOLao

I love my life now that I'm back doing music nd in skool

sorry had 2 riing somebody up

o yea I've been getting mad attention 4rm the ladies now that i've stopped paying them no mind.

*Hero Halo's Saving The World beat comes on*

I guess its bout time I saved the world rite??
got music 4 everybody that's been here nd helped thru this bs
nd u guys that didn't
nd 4 everybody else

Cool?
Joe Cool