High Random Thoughts

Wassup World as i sit here riddin high wit a quarter ounce of green in my big bruh/bestfriend's mamma car many thoughts run thru my head pardon if i sound as if im ramblin but sometimes i wonder how i will i leave dis earth by my "friends" enemies or my demons deep inside my insecurities does my gurl really love me will things start 2 look better in the future im only 19 but i got an old soul responsibilities pillin up dreams gettin outta focus future lookin gloomy i can sometimes picture myself sprillin down i sometimes feel as if i can work more grind harder do extra there's always room 4 improvement i really need 2 improve fine tune perfect learn nd get better on i gotta make some sacrifices 2 get it but hard work begits sucess right im high so i dont really kno ya feel me we windin goin down all dese roads suprised im not car sick right lol but anyways man i wonder bout wat i want my carrear (cant spell i kno) 2 b in da future i've come 2 realize i hate feelin as if i haveless power or feel as if my power or position (once i get a secure position) is bein threatened nd wit me bein high alot i have a higher since of paronoia u could say nd wit that bein added to it my thoughts get more fucked up ya feel me but then i also read the 48 laws of power nd i learned nd memorized things in dat book nd the art of seduction which thought me so much matured nd smartened me nd wit that being said i tend 2 study people 2 learn nd watch so im not losin my position or power the more i learned studying people i learned alot about us nd how we think dats a carrear choice i had in mind was 2 b a psychologist its fun learning about people how they think nd y they do this that nd the other nd i learned alot of things steam nd come 4rm childhood like me 4 example i grew up wit barley close to no friends so i used 2 write stories of a place i could escape wit friends nd all as i grew older i turned 2 writing poetry it was a better way 2 vent nd it was always a fun challenge 2 get it 2 rhyme dats da reason behind wanting my second carrer option 2 b a poet but 4rm poetry birthed my 4th carrer option 2 b a rapper my love of music is deep the stuff they spit is like poetry u can say nd wat they spit tells stories nd hits hard along wit da beat whichs builds the poets words nd compliments them along wit settin the mood, tellin a story in its self sometimes it takes poetry 2 another level i jus cant figure out which one im destine 2 b music seems 2 b it the way everythings been fallin into place but they say if u seek then u shall find nd dats wat i've been seekin but in my spare time i learn nd study power the mind nd other matters in psychology i always wonder nd visualize my future "could happen" mishaps which discourages me cause i wanna make things perfect fullthrough i guess nd i 4got 2 mention journalism is another thought but how will i afford school again get in school again especially wit a baby not helpin anythings is my mother's bitchin nd complainin nd she was on the phone nd heard me ventin 2 my babymamma nd told me she was done wit me i cant sweat everything so i gotta brush this off right now i have 2 get a better job nd stack money i'm recordin my first mixtapes right now nd plottin nd deciding wen 2 put them out im tryin 2 make my intro right i wrote this in every style i could feel comfortable writing in now the delivery is wats fuckin up ima perfectionist (wen it calls 4 me 2 b) so i've been finishin verses after 90 some odd takes nd now im tryin 2 figure should i double nd about my adlibs its a fustratin process but rewarding wen u get 2 hear the finished track how u wanted it 2 da T its like bustin a nut lol not quite but u get da picture then i gotta release them at da right time so i get full notice im nervous 2 hear da feed back doe feeling like Lupe Fiasco's first verse in Fighters off The Cool u kno itim gettin past it doe
Cool?
Joe Cool

Ill Shit

I kno i'm early but i'm movin back 2 my dorm sunday so


A song me and my niggas did real quick again.
i slick took my time writing dis jus listen
i messed up on da flow im fixin it doe

take da lyrics how u want

Cool?
Smitty

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Wat it do ya'll..

man its early as hell right now and i'm listening to instrumentals tryin 2 find inspiration. Its slick hard maybe i should Kanye dis bitch and make my own beats. I'll have mom duces cpu friday so i'ma start makin beats den. Man its been winter break and i been up in Chatt really chillin but man i miss school....I miss my nigga Tatiana Johnson



Where's da website??



http://www.cultureshockmag.com/

http://www.cultureshockmag.com/



There you go lol.



But anyways to dat older blog about my surprise. If you'll look 2 da right we got a new member on C.O.O.L. My nigga Ni NI. We went 2 high school 2gether my freshman and 10th grade year. Him and Edwin was my first friends up at City and wen i moved 2 chatt my freshman year. Even doe I did some slaw shit they still fucks wit me. Dats love. He was one of da first people dat influenced me 2 persue music. I remember we used to be in writing class goin back and forth 2 see who wrote da best poems. Now we in music. Shit crazy.

check out his myspace 2 hear some of his music he really got dat Cool Look down.



www.myspace.com/bigc423

www.myspace.com/bigc423

www.myspace.com/bigc423





In other news



My first mixtape will be called: The Birth Of Cool



My Feburary mixtape will be a concept album.

Dont' sleep on dis one. I've been puttin most of my efforts into dis one cause it'll really be me. The beats and lyrics will amaze u cause its shockin me....



Charles Hamilton I'm slick comin for your title

I'm goin for da title

Best Rap Blogger

It'll all make since towards da end of da year.

On another note man shouts to Charles Hamilton. I'm not gonna lie I read his blog everyday to see how other people who's lived thru pain go thru and see how a signed rappers day to day thoughts go. I've accutually read alll his blofgs since da first one I have a slight respect 4 his life i jus cant listen 2 somebody who anytime somebody says negative about or to him he quickly jumps to da defensive and either calls dem haters or say they don't get him(..........). Then he'll go on to talk about his life and all he's been thru. With dat out da way i'm listenin to Sunday Morning Testimonial dis slick goes hard. I love most of Charles Hamilton's music, and I'ma always say he's top 5 in my list of new artist. (Had to change him on da real list)I really wanna do a whole mixtape wit him. I got da concept and everything and I bet you'll love it man. My favorite mixtape by him is Sonic The Hamilton. And the Pink Lavalamp always keeps me zoning wen i'm high. I cant lie doe some of shit i be like wat da fuck or wat da hell man.

" Come on MAN!!" lol " U wilding Charles" (riteeee)

"Cause you don't understand him, it don't mean that he nice It just means you don't understand all the bullshit that he write" - Jay Z

"Its too chessy to use a Jay line I gotta be creative" - Charles Hamilton

Um Aight i got u den

"Y'all niggas deal with emotions like bitches What's sad is I love you 'cause you're my brother" - Nas

Damn smitty wats goin on????
R u dissing Charles Hamilton???

lmCOOLao
(laugh my cool as off(lol yea i stole it lol))

Cool?
Smitty

P.S. I used to always die on sonic. I got a knack 4 killin him...