High Random Thoughts

Wassup World as i sit here riddin high wit a quarter ounce of green in my big bruh/bestfriend's mamma car many thoughts run thru my head pardon if i sound as if im ramblin but sometimes i wonder how i will i leave dis earth by my "friends" enemies or my demons deep inside my insecurities does my gurl really love me will things start 2 look better in the future im only 19 but i got an old soul responsibilities pillin up dreams gettin outta focus future lookin gloomy i can sometimes picture myself sprillin down i sometimes feel as if i can work more grind harder do extra there's always room 4 improvement i really need 2 improve fine tune perfect learn nd get better on i gotta make some sacrifices 2 get it but hard work begits sucess right im high so i dont really kno ya feel me we windin goin down all dese roads suprised im not car sick right lol but anyways man i wonder bout wat i want my carrear (cant spell i kno) 2 b in da future i've come 2 realize i hate feelin as if i haveless power or feel as if my power or position (once i get a secure position) is bein threatened nd wit me bein high alot i have a higher since of paronoia u could say nd wit that bein added to it my thoughts get more fucked up ya feel me but then i also read the 48 laws of power nd i learned nd memorized things in dat book nd the art of seduction which thought me so much matured nd smartened me nd wit that being said i tend 2 study people 2 learn nd watch so im not losin my position or power the more i learned studying people i learned alot about us nd how we think dats a carrear choice i had in mind was 2 b a psychologist its fun learning about people how they think nd y they do this that nd the other nd i learned alot of things steam nd come 4rm childhood like me 4 example i grew up wit barley close to no friends so i used 2 write stories of a place i could escape wit friends nd all as i grew older i turned 2 writing poetry it was a better way 2 vent nd it was always a fun challenge 2 get it 2 rhyme dats da reason behind wanting my second carrer option 2 b a poet but 4rm poetry birthed my 4th carrer option 2 b a rapper my love of music is deep the stuff they spit is like poetry u can say nd wat they spit tells stories nd hits hard along wit da beat whichs builds the poets words nd compliments them along wit settin the mood, tellin a story in its self sometimes it takes poetry 2 another level i jus cant figure out which one im destine 2 b music seems 2 b it the way everythings been fallin into place but they say if u seek then u shall find nd dats wat i've been seekin but in my spare time i learn nd study power the mind nd other matters in psychology i always wonder nd visualize my future "could happen" mishaps which discourages me cause i wanna make things perfect fullthrough i guess nd i 4got 2 mention journalism is another thought but how will i afford school again get in school again especially wit a baby not helpin anythings is my mother's bitchin nd complainin nd she was on the phone nd heard me ventin 2 my babymamma nd told me she was done wit me i cant sweat everything so i gotta brush this off right now i have 2 get a better job nd stack money i'm recordin my first mixtapes right now nd plottin nd deciding wen 2 put them out im tryin 2 make my intro right i wrote this in every style i could feel comfortable writing in now the delivery is wats fuckin up ima perfectionist (wen it calls 4 me 2 b) so i've been finishin verses after 90 some odd takes nd now im tryin 2 figure should i double nd about my adlibs its a fustratin process but rewarding wen u get 2 hear the finished track how u wanted it 2 da T its like bustin a nut lol not quite but u get da picture then i gotta release them at da right time so i get full notice im nervous 2 hear da feed back doe feeling like Lupe Fiasco's first verse in Fighters off The Cool u kno itim gettin past it doe
Cool?
Joe Cool

Will She Eva Learn

Wassup World
I jus now got home
finally gettin 2 really rest 2day
i jus left "spending time" wit my gurl
if dats wat u can call it
i dont understand her sometimes
no all da time
its like everything dat was happening
in our last relationship is happening again
she jus dont get things
nd she wonders y i cheated
its not cause i dont love her
i jus wonder where my love is
maybe ima needy person
but if my gurl cant notice y im mad
wen i been txtin her all day sayin
baby i've been up since 5 AM shitin
i been at work since 4
had 2 walk home (35-45 min walk)
nd wen i get out da shower i leave
wit u yo twin sister yo friend nd my bruh
nd ride around listening 2 ya'll talk
complain bitch talk about people etc. etc.
4 2 hrs knowin i gotta wake up early 4 work
wats wrong i notice everythin
take in account yo feelings all da time
would do anything 4 u @ any moment
im damn near yo ATM
but u cant say i love u 2 wen i tell u i love u

wats da point of tryin anymore

wheres my love at

2 b continued...

Growin Outta Things

Wassup World
Jus sitting here contemplating things rite now
i dont kno if jus dat i've grown up
or jus tired of things
but somethings dont intest me anymore
like goin 2 parties
or chillin wit a whole bunch of niggas
or some of da old niggas i used 2 fuck wit
if u my nigga i fucks wit u nd u kno it
i jus really wanna focus on myself my baby
my musik dats almost it
i fucks wit my gurl
i care 4 Shunda
i jus dont kno
Shunda=Toya (in CH life)

jus got side tracked really but
i might b growin up
or gettin more lame nd anti-social
either one does not make me mad
i dont really like talkin on da phone
i rather txt get str8 2 da point
ya feel me
things jus annoyin 2 me
i dont like chillin wit certain people nomore
certain things jus crazy now

i jus rather do music
dats all
or do poetry
i jus wanna write
let me voice b heard

but im chillin wit my big burh nd his fam
plus OG

Cool?
Joe Cool

Alternate Reality (cartoon concepts nd new rivals)

I met dese rappers who produce
named Peter Parker (u kno Spiderman)
nd Gambit
crazy cause Gambit my fav X-Man (next 2 Wolverine)
nd so is Spiderman
Ilm really startin 2 trip myself as i journey deeper into music
nd my first love
cartoons nd anime
i have a new rival in Peter Parker doe
he makes beats nd raps nd havin a mixtape hosted by Demv
so is Gambit
Congrats

Time 2 step my game up
I cant let my new rivals try nd outshine me
haha
nd Parker told me he started rappin da sametime as me
so on my way 2 take
Da Crown nd Throne
i'm destine 4
I have new niggas 2 spar wit
Goku (charles hamilton)
I'm really comin 4 u now
da visions gettin clearer now
lol
jus let me continue sittin on da world

ya'll dont judge me
unless u was
i was brought up in pain
ya'll cant touch me

dats y im Vegeta nd Wolverine

wen da time's right i will journey into that concept

nd did ya'll 4get
I'm still harborin powers
like Naruto

look all 3 of them up
nd u'll kno me a lil bit mor

lets get it

Cool?
Joe Cool

The Morning After

Wassup World

Still alive

I stayed up Dragonball Z last nite
God works in mysterious ways
after all da shit i went thru yesterday
havin crazy thoughts
high off pills (i had punched a hole thru my head board)
weed
nd smoked plenty cigerrettes
my mind was cloudy as hell
but as i was walkin home i met these niggas
D Quincy nd J
they cool as hell
real into anime nd music
me nd b easy had started a cypher outside
cause dats all i eva wanna do wen i'm high
lol
they stopped, listened, den spit 2
it was fun
took my mind off of it all
i need 2 start ventin nd talkin bought my problems
i cant let dem get so serious
dat i think bout killin myself
i got a son who needs a father

i'm finna write some music
eat
shower
smoke
den go 2 work
should b a "interrestin" day
2 hear people's comments
after yesterday

my gurl said she still loves me
so did Lil Harlem
i even prayed yesterday

lil bruh u kno i care man
im always in yo corner
nd got yo back

New Music
on the imeem page also

O_o --> da cool

'High off more den weed'....I almost cried'

O yea
i almost 4got
Dj H2 (Halo)
talked 2 me ova facebook
along wit awhole bunch of other people
it really shocked me but it lifted my spirts
i jus need 2 vent, adress some issues, nd leave it or roll wit da punches.

i love u baby

O_o --> da cool

Suicide Thoughts (Super Saiyan Pain)

Wassup World
Im bloggin 4rm my phone high
smokin a square
slick goin crazy inside
its like all da things i bottled in all
all da pain all da lies all da hurt
was tryin 2 come out
its like im reachin my limt of wat i can take
last nite b4 i went 2 sleep i wrote
a suicide letter
cause i was contempletin death aolt latly
not takin my own life
but wat if my life was tooken
i've been havin dreams of me dyin
my friends turnin on
my gurl leaving me
gurls usin me den leavin
or sometimes killin me
my fam turnin they back on me always somewhere in my dreams
or im either tryin 2 protect dem den
dyin in da process
den on top of dat piles nd piles of stress on me
lookin at things in a new lite
overthinking things 2 much
i was losin it feeling unmotivated
jus idk lik fuck it
only time i was happy was round shunda
but i was still thinkin she gone leave me
idk could i b killin myself inside
could i b commitin suicide unconscienclly
dnt kno

b said all dis pain i grow thru im destine 4 somethin
Aight

Jus Checkin In (Lupe Predicted my Life)

Wassup World
i've been really like hurtin lately
.....i don't kno anymore
well now i do kinda

if u wanna kno wats goin on play
Lupe Fiasco's The Cool

but i'm not dyin
i'm changin my life ya'll 4 da betta u'll notice it hopefully maybe God will bless me wen i do....hopefully

i'm tryin my hardest 2 keep my religion (no matta how loose it is) even doe i'm goin at it
i'm dyin inside nd goin slick crazy
lets see which happens first
aight
Shunda jus txted me so dis entry is gonna b short
me nd her had a good talk a minute ago
i kno it might have hurt u baby
but we got a betta understandin now
i aired it all out 2 her
we had 2
2 build nd make a family 2gether

Sailor Moon....
stop worryin everythings cool.....
but im sorry doe

Ty lol the pressure is on really i got u wednesday night ima put a piece of my heart in dis
betta den Drake could

well let me get 2 da misses
im faithful
i found my wife

im jus hunted by.....
neva mine

new signature

O_o --> da cool

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LoL

Wassup world
Look at shunda lol
does she really look pregnant 4rm behind

Cool?
Joe Cool

Tip of Da Pain

Wassup World
Man dead ass sometimes or damn near all da time i cant stand my family. its like i try so hard 2 do dem rite b by dem if they need me or anythin ya understand, but they cant seem 2 do da same. They dog me out 2 each other nd other people. Talk crazy str8 2 my face nd my babymamma. they only ask me 2 do things dat benifit dem or if they do something 4 me they only do it if they benifitin. my mamma nd cousin dats damn near my sister stay fightin nd cursin each other out. i try nd bring dem close but it neva works. me nd my mamma dont get along. she told me i was a mistake at 13 or 14 she was barley around while i grew up. always workin or at school 2 impress da next person while i babysit my brothers. dats been goin on since 3rd or 4th grade. im not wanted i dont feel loved but they'll kno doe. i swallow my pride nd roll wit da punches no matter how bad they hurt internally. i dont like
complainin nd bitchin but its startin 2 hurt more nd more.
deres more...
UnCool?
Joe Cool

Guided By Da Stars

Wassup World
Man i jus woke up not 5 mminutes ago
i had my horoscope sent 2 my phone
like everyday but wat was wierd i had
no other messages my horoscope sai dont rush nd do things because u see others finishing things or u missed a deadline den how bout i find out Good Food was done
at first I was mad cause my song was almost done i jus needed a hook
but everything happens 4 a reason rite
so im leavin it alone
shouts 2 my nigga Charlie Hilton
cool as beats so i kno da mixtape is 2 raw
chillin in da shower bloggin gettin my daily dose of
Lupe Fiasco nd Charles Hamilton musik
yesterday i was 2 Far Gone i got a freestyle i did wit B Easy i look nd sound funny cause its 4rm my phone but i got a couple of shinnin moments i was 2 gone doe lol i got 2 videos ima post up
2day morning is finna b dedicated 2 musik
organize my mixtapes nd beats plan plot
talk 2 da fam nd figure something out asap
I'm tryin 2 flood ya'll wit musik
call it 'Da Cooling Process'
lol

Cool?
Joe Cool

'And I'ma Hamilton....' (dead ass)'

Wassup World
man how bout im in da car
gettin my daily dose of Charles Hamilton
windows media player
plays nd she says
Your aunt's father's name is Charles Hamilton
well damn aint dat some shit
my rival nd i keep havin run ins
i think God is talkin 2 me
cause i jus realized i've been livin in
Chattanooga goin thru many problems
nd its county is
HAMILTON COUNTY
lol coincidence (cant spell)
maybe maybe not
dont kno i jus keep
idk ya'll its crazy
dis Dragonball Z theory im applyin 2 my life
is gettin real
im slick a Hamilton

Yo Goku dead ass doe
I'm comin 4 ya bruh

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S.
"did my point get across"

Cold Chilling

Wassup world
Reportin 4rm da child support office
man dis my second time here
nd hopefully my last
first time was a false alarm
not my baby
dis time its my big bruh turn
us 3 (me him nd og)
slick chillin in dis cold as office
waitin
im tryin 2 hit up wallmart
so i can steal nd eat they chicken
while shoppin
tell me u havent done it nd i'll show u a liar
man its hot outside again damn
but its cool dis cook-out finna b str8
My niggas throwin 1
they doin they thang doe
rappin throwin parties performin
they in dere
they need some more exposure
i might send dem a contract fuck it lol
naw but im tryin 2 get dem on
i aint think they was focused like dis but they surprising me
dead ass
they raw wit dat street party nd real trap rap
they shit b bumpin
check dem on my facebook
under the videos on my page
Tarble snappin lil bruh hungry
Riva aint txtin me back (r u mad @ me??)
Sailor Moon wen i get dis money MIA next stop
King Lathan nd B easy lol we in dere
holla @ ya'll l8r

Cool?
Joe Cool

The Neverendin Zone Act 2

Wassup World
im slick hurt nd mad rite now
i jus wrote 1 of da most realest songs
about wat me nd my babymamma go thru
i feel so played i pause my plans 4 her not
da baby nd dis how she does me
am i a bad father 4 lovin my babymamma more den my son..
i kno we arent 2gether anymore
but she plays acts nd treats me like we r
maybe its betta we dnt b 2gether den
cause i wanna b wit her but i dont want 2 either
im not completly ready ima dog nigga
so im tryin 2 betta myself 4 Harlem her
nd myself
but nothin i does neva pleases her
I'm feelin like damn i aint shit
nd i dnt get dis 3 yrs damn near gone
Tons of women want me but im stressin ova her....
Y i mean damn i jus dnt kno wat 2 do anymore wit her us all of dis
love is so hard
i thought dis was somethin worth fightin workin nd puttin my efforts into
but damn where is da price 4 goin thru it??
dis y i dont have gurlfriends
its jus brings pain
confusing jus 2 many bad feelings
but y
love is supposed 2 b...
not dis
naw...

UnCool?
Joe Cool

I Aint Got Friends I Got Fam n Babymamma Problems

wassup world
Dis like my 3rd time tryin 2 blog man lol
My damn babymamma keep callin tryin 2 argue
i keep laughin nd blowin her off cause she funny
i think she scared of me nd my ex relationship
it aint nothin 4 her 2 worry bout doe
but she dnt listen
Da ex knows she makin shunda mad but fuck it
Im chillin in da hood
formally known as Highland Park
wit my niggas since freshman yr
I kno ya'll mite b like yea wateva wats da point
aight first
Its my damn blog so i can have a million entries sayin i like pie if i damn well choose
(babymamma jus called nd txted she gotta wait bloggin 4rm da phone)
but really since bein @ school i've been
exposed 2 lots of fake people but seein me closest niggas makes me feel betta
i love my niggas they like fam
nd king lathan n meachem been my niggas
lil bruh Tarble man he showin me he all in w/ music nd Cool Musik fam
he more den a artist 2 me
dis DBZ concept gettin real
Aight ya'll finna get on da ps3
txt me
Nd ima try nd settle argument

Cool?
Joe Cool

Early Morning Ramblin (WhaaaAAaaa?)

waddown world
lol Lupe old shit caught back 2 me i jus left chillin wit my babymamma. Still got her nut on my fingers lol jp....or am i
dis my second time seein her since she got pregnant. I kno rite....I'm changin ya'll ima do betta lol
But naw she was beautiful 2day wit her fat butt. She's gettin bigger doe 4real her titties nd ass gettin big
Nd den bein away 4rm her da past 4.5 months has made me miss her nd want her more
Im tryin 2 not 2 let my feelings change til i finish the Heartbreak Hotel (2 songs left)
nd Saiyan vs Sonic volume 1 has 2 songs left. Those the only mixtape updates besides
Charlie Hilton im lookin 4 a studio now bruh i went outta town nd everythin
Schools out so im focused on my fam workin music period
Da label is flourishin so im feelin kinda good. Expect music 4rm us soon.
well not really much 2 blog about dis early but i got ya'll l8r ima do some brainstormin
O yea Lupe verse commin 2
U can expect it dis week keep ya eyes peeled
(dat pic old 2)
Cool?
Joe Cool

2day Was A Good Day

Wassup world
2day has been 1 of da weird's day Good shockin crazy fulfillin ahh
i met dis girl riva flowz she's a poet i hope she reads da blog
but anyways she's a poet
wow
den she's cool 2 talk 2
a +
but get dis
she's charles hamilton's bestfriend lol wow small world
or maybe God's talkin 2 me cause he's havin a baby 2 crazy
and den 2 go on
i've been so inspired 2day wit dese halo beats
i'm writin 2 new songs 'Tuxedo Man' and 'Lebron James (King Music)'
I got Ty's respect I'm in dere now
I did great on my final and i got my homework opened in math class
im startin 2 like college more (hope i spelled it rite)
and i made money and smoked tons of green
i feel like ice cube 2day was a good day
but im scared bad things might follow and happen 2 me....i dont kno
but anyways
Tarble lil bruh shoot me a kite
smittycoolmusic@gmail.com
i got a beat i want u 2 get on wit me
and i want u on my label
real shit
im finish writin and go 2 sleep

America thanks 4 da inspiration

Cool?
Joe Cool

Morning Talks

Man i think i've stumbled on a diamond in da rough
Dj H2 dis nigga a beast im finna find all dis nigga mixtapes and go ham.
i got his easter mixtape playin in my ear while i wait 4 dis shuttle 2 take me 2 campus
me king lathan and b easy finna do something 2 it lol
Ya'll dont understand how happy i am dat i have dese beats
no homo dis music slick my muse im gettin so inspired
and damn im late 2 take my final exam i was 2 gone last nite
high and drunk outta my mind i hate drinkin jus give me a blunt or 4 and im good lol

*Idea*

Me H2 nd Charles Hamilton doin a mixtape but Charles cant make a beat 4 it he jus has 2 rap.
cause fuck he talkin bought im da real Shadow da Headchog but u ca have it lol talkin like i kno him.
Damn i str8 4got 2 write my lupe verse
i kinda wanna see wat Ty finna pull out b4 i write
dis bus takin 2 long she might not let me take dis exam....Fuck!
well here's da bus wish me luck
walkin on campus wit basketball shorts and a baby white T lol

Cool?
Joe Cool

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I Hate College (work)

man im mad as hell rite now
i could really give a fuck bought college
its partly or mostly my fault
if i hadnt gotten sick my grades wouldve been str8
but i got sick so many times down here missed so much school its crazy
my teachers were gonna help me but they neva opened my online assignments so im fucked up
i passed 2 classes outta 5 damn dats some bullshit 2 da extreme
i hate school but i kno i gotta stay in dere
im movin 2 california 2 try livin out dere wit my Pops im slick nervous cause it might b hard 2 get a job
den im havin dreams and visions of something bad happening 2 me
so is my babymamma she jus had a dream last night i died
and she keeps havin feelings somethin bad is gonna happen 2 me dis is crazy
but 2 good news im finna do lupe fiasco 2
kinda nervous cause if i rip dis
....jus kno good shit will follow
nd dis cool nigga is followin me now
cant remeber yo name cause im bloggin 4rm da phone but yea next write off u in dere
i should do dis every month
Cool?
Joe Cool

Updates

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