High Random Thoughts

Wassup World as i sit here riddin high wit a quarter ounce of green in my big bruh/bestfriend's mamma car many thoughts run thru my head pardon if i sound as if im ramblin but sometimes i wonder how i will i leave dis earth by my "friends" enemies or my demons deep inside my insecurities does my gurl really love me will things start 2 look better in the future im only 19 but i got an old soul responsibilities pillin up dreams gettin outta focus future lookin gloomy i can sometimes picture myself sprillin down i sometimes feel as if i can work more grind harder do extra there's always room 4 improvement i really need 2 improve fine tune perfect learn nd get better on i gotta make some sacrifices 2 get it but hard work begits sucess right im high so i dont really kno ya feel me we windin goin down all dese roads suprised im not car sick right lol but anyways man i wonder bout wat i want my carrear (cant spell i kno) 2 b in da future i've come 2 realize i hate feelin as if i haveless power or feel as if my power or position (once i get a secure position) is bein threatened nd wit me bein high alot i have a higher since of paronoia u could say nd wit that bein added to it my thoughts get more fucked up ya feel me but then i also read the 48 laws of power nd i learned nd memorized things in dat book nd the art of seduction which thought me so much matured nd smartened me nd wit that being said i tend 2 study people 2 learn nd watch so im not losin my position or power the more i learned studying people i learned alot about us nd how we think dats a carrear choice i had in mind was 2 b a psychologist its fun learning about people how they think nd y they do this that nd the other nd i learned alot of things steam nd come 4rm childhood like me 4 example i grew up wit barley close to no friends so i used 2 write stories of a place i could escape wit friends nd all as i grew older i turned 2 writing poetry it was a better way 2 vent nd it was always a fun challenge 2 get it 2 rhyme dats da reason behind wanting my second carrer option 2 b a poet but 4rm poetry birthed my 4th carrer option 2 b a rapper my love of music is deep the stuff they spit is like poetry u can say nd wat they spit tells stories nd hits hard along wit da beat whichs builds the poets words nd compliments them along wit settin the mood, tellin a story in its self sometimes it takes poetry 2 another level i jus cant figure out which one im destine 2 b music seems 2 b it the way everythings been fallin into place but they say if u seek then u shall find nd dats wat i've been seekin but in my spare time i learn nd study power the mind nd other matters in psychology i always wonder nd visualize my future "could happen" mishaps which discourages me cause i wanna make things perfect fullthrough i guess nd i 4got 2 mention journalism is another thought but how will i afford school again get in school again especially wit a baby not helpin anythings is my mother's bitchin nd complainin nd she was on the phone nd heard me ventin 2 my babymamma nd told me she was done wit me i cant sweat everything so i gotta brush this off right now i have 2 get a better job nd stack money i'm recordin my first mixtapes right now nd plottin nd deciding wen 2 put them out im tryin 2 make my intro right i wrote this in every style i could feel comfortable writing in now the delivery is wats fuckin up ima perfectionist (wen it calls 4 me 2 b) so i've been finishin verses after 90 some odd takes nd now im tryin 2 figure should i double nd about my adlibs its a fustratin process but rewarding wen u get 2 hear the finished track how u wanted it 2 da T its like bustin a nut lol not quite but u get da picture then i gotta release them at da right time so i get full notice im nervous 2 hear da feed back doe feeling like Lupe Fiasco's first verse in Fighters off The Cool u kno itim gettin past it doe
Cool?
Joe Cool

Still Training

spyderjonez@MrJoeCool Any somebody can put words together and think they make sense, but they make NO sense unless someone else can feel them!

spyderjonez@MrJoeCool I know ur writing, I know ur potential , and what ur capable of, u don't need someone else to tell u how to write

spyderjonezthanx babe @MrJoeCool. Hey remember , some Genuises were fools first.

Quick Words Of wisdom






yea I'm still training
workin on my writing

if u need me hit me up on AIM: smittycoolmusik

Cool?
Joe Cool

Theories on Love nd Woman (sober)

if love is a game am i suppose 2 win suppose 2 b da best or b a ref
- Charles Hamilton

Wassup World

I'm tryin 2 figure out love right now
cause I'm very confused
i kno wat i want 2 da T
but i cant get it
is it karma coming back at me??
4rm all da women i hurt in da past
im not sure
I kno its startin 2 hurt more nd more right
like sometimes i wonder should i even try being in love
cause it only last a lil while den fades off into something else
nd love wit me (no matter wat) starts as a physical attraction
lust
a sin
so is love considered a sin
i dont kno

but i've began 2 understand a lil y i treat nd do woman the way i do
all my life my mom controlled me
but its deeper den dat
let me jus say it

Women r Godly
men cant create life or deliver lie
woman can
rite

wit dat being said it is a possiblity
that God could b a woman
nd men knew dat
we all understand da strength women have
but we try (nd succeed)
in bringing dem down hurtin them
etc, etc.

they even called the woman Jesus might've loved a whore
damn
nd in da bible women cant b preachers
y

cause we tryin 2 hold dem down
we even said they came 4rm us
but not 4rm our feet
so we can step on dem
or 4rm our back
2 b behind us
but 4rm our sides
or ribs
2 help support us 2 b beside us
under our arms so we could protect dem

look how we treat dem
betta yet look how i've treated dem
played wit dem
fucked more den i should've
(jus kno ima pro wit sex)

nd y

cause i wanna conquer dem rite
dats how it seems

i like meetin nd fallin 4 women i cant see
long distance relationships our fun
i love dem
nd i love u

it really test my abilities 2 love
witout da physical
its crazy

nd as i ponder dis ima start on a new song
ima end dis like this
here's an excerpt 4rm it


"if love is a game y play it? it'll only end in a second.
games always end nd i dont wanna leave wit tears even if i win "
- Joe Cool

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S. i wrote dis sober....wait til i spark up nd write
i'll blow yo mind

..::retreats back 2 da Hyperbolic Time Chamber::..
(everybody else got nice signatures)

Training Starts

Wassup World

Jus chillin

I told ya'll i was in The Hyperbolic Time Chamber

i wrote 5 songs 2day

lol damn i kno

but i feel i jus need 2 do more work

Spidey's 'One Man Duet'

2 words

2 cold

i cant consider him a lil bruh

like i said yesterday he's one of my new rivals

along wit Gambitt

you already kno wassup

"Read Wolverine for my orgins"

-Joe Cool

Anyways let me get2

wats been on my mind

i cant even think

im more motivated den eva right now

Aye lil bruh Tarble, B Easy, King Lathan

im finna take off

im goin super saiyan rite now ya'll

or dis is my training

2 becomin one

back 2 writing

o yea nd Shunda aint hit me up

all day

Cool?

Joe Cool

Growin Outta Things

Wassup World
Jus sitting here contemplating things rite now
i dont kno if jus dat i've grown up
or jus tired of things
but somethings dont intest me anymore
like goin 2 parties
or chillin wit a whole bunch of niggas
or some of da old niggas i used 2 fuck wit
if u my nigga i fucks wit u nd u kno it
i jus really wanna focus on myself my baby
my musik dats almost it
i fucks wit my gurl
i care 4 Shunda
i jus dont kno
Shunda=Toya (in CH life)

jus got side tracked really but
i might b growin up
or gettin more lame nd anti-social
either one does not make me mad
i dont really like talkin on da phone
i rather txt get str8 2 da point
ya feel me
things jus annoyin 2 me
i dont like chillin wit certain people nomore
certain things jus crazy now

i jus rather do music
dats all
or do poetry
i jus wanna write
let me voice b heard

but im chillin wit my big burh nd his fam
plus OG

Cool?
Joe Cool

Alternate Reality (cartoon concepts nd new rivals)

I met dese rappers who produce
named Peter Parker (u kno Spiderman)
nd Gambit
crazy cause Gambit my fav X-Man (next 2 Wolverine)
nd so is Spiderman
Ilm really startin 2 trip myself as i journey deeper into music
nd my first love
cartoons nd anime
i have a new rival in Peter Parker doe
he makes beats nd raps nd havin a mixtape hosted by Demv
so is Gambit
Congrats

Time 2 step my game up
I cant let my new rivals try nd outshine me
haha
nd Parker told me he started rappin da sametime as me
so on my way 2 take
Da Crown nd Throne
i'm destine 4
I have new niggas 2 spar wit
Goku (charles hamilton)
I'm really comin 4 u now
da visions gettin clearer now
lol
jus let me continue sittin on da world

ya'll dont judge me
unless u was
i was brought up in pain
ya'll cant touch me

dats y im Vegeta nd Wolverine

wen da time's right i will journey into that concept

nd did ya'll 4get
I'm still harborin powers
like Naruto

look all 3 of them up
nd u'll kno me a lil bit mor

lets get it

Cool?
Joe Cool

Dear Mamma (Root Of All Pain)

Wassup World
this right here started off as a EM
write off wit TY ( http://livelyricism.blogspot.com/ )
but as i started writing i got in to it
this is as real as it gets rite here
This is goin on Th Composition Notebook

I named my first project released that
cause all my life as far as i can remember
i would write in Composition Notebooks
u kno da one wit da black nd white on da outside
i got so many of dem packed up in storage
lost
nd at home its crazy
filled wit everything i've been thru

so witout further prolonging dis
here





No question 2 y i feel so alone
only questions is y it hurts me soul
im askin da question 2 u like u would kno
my life's been a black
writing 2 escape da sorrows
wit no support 4rm my mamma
who'd rather me b a scientist or a doctor
in her eyes i wasnt even wanted
how would u feel growin up knowing dis
havin dis feeling
my name is a JR
but my dad is Timothy
Ricky who my mamma wanted it 2 b
Wit me was prob resentment
4rm her own decissions so she tried 2 control how i'm living
manipulative
abussive
3rd grade arms nd body covered in bruises
but she said she loved me
so its all confusing
8th grade Ricky wanted a DNA test
we sat in yo room nd u cried on my chest
sayin u aint mean 4 IT 2 happen
u aint wanna hurt him
u aint mean 2 fuck Tim
IT was a accident
she wished she could ghange IT
IT being me
so da light blinded me but not i cant see
jus 2 pull out all da fake round me
da pain
despair
da sorrow
really no attention 4rm my mamma
since 3rd grade been able 2 take care of me nd my brothers
while she was wit Eistine
Dekarlos i would babysit
4th grade samething
but dis time wit a Tomlin
but not once u hear me complainin
figured somebody deserved happiness
nd wat did i look like takin it 4rm u miss
now u prob feel wrong
4 wat u done
but i only talked about a couple subjects
im not done yet
wish da beat was longer
so dis verbal beatin could prolonger
recongnitions all i longed 4
told me i was da man of da house
so who were dese men comin in yo house
thought i was da perfect son
so y do JeDon get a betta childhood
did i not deserve it
cause u didnt wat IT
IT being me again
wrote dis i started cryin
cause my mind u got inside of
now i cant look at u without wantin 2 cry
since 2nd grade had suicide thoughts man
i kno u prob thinking 2 yourself God damn
cause i held it in along wit more shit
i said i wanted 2 b cool wit Tim
nd u said fuck dat bitch
damn is dat really how u feel
cause u once said u should've stayed wit him
wen u were a kid
u playin wit my emotions
neva thought i would make a Dear Mamma
so its Dear Djuana
nd this jus the tip of da problem
would u listen or read dis
2 ask dat question y bother
secretly wanted other people kids
til u admitted it
damn u hurt yo own kid
physically
emotionally
mentally
i would say spirtually
but I've been losing my faith since 13
nd u wonder y i cant stay down wit one female
cause u warped my mind wit thoughts of every female
cause my life u was tryin 2 impress
nd do 4 da wrong reasons
no racial
but da white man nd woman bragged nd showed off 2 dem
but wit yo friend u doggin out yo kids
its dat real
let another man beat me
how could u
got mad wen i called another lady mamma
or wen i tried 2 get close 2 my grandmother
u havent even tried 2 do shit 4 yo grandson
so dont expect him 2 welcome u wit his arms open
im not writing dis 4 u 2 aplogize
I'm jus giving u da secrets behind my tears
my thought nd mean mugs nd attitudes
cause i finally realized u were lyin
wen u said
I love u 2


i dead ass cried while writing nd typing dis


Cool?
Joe Cool

I Told You I'm Not Crazy

Wassup World




(i might get in trouble 4 dis)





Ok ya'll let me get str8 2 da point
I wrote this poem 2 a gurl i had in my head
i didnt kno who she was all i remember were her eyes
nd da feelings i got wen i thought about her
i got tons of writing 2 my imaginary girlfriend (u can say)
2day while on twitter this lady MySheriAmore was writin bout sex
(i noticed cause im a freak sorry)
so i told her my thoughts
something (maybe curiosity) made me go 2 her page



i saw dis




nd went crazy
i thought i was goin crazy cause i had been smokin
but i decided 2 go look some more nd i was trippin
cause i wrote a poem awhile ago nd those eyes r all i can remember
here's the poem if i didnt put it up already

close my eyes jus 2 b wit u
all things untru, in your eyes, become tru
i feel u callin 2 me
da wantin is so strong
where u r i dont kno
but we're tied by our soul
your raw emotions tranefer 2 eye
feelins so robust and real makes me cry
come away wit me fly through the sky
we can fly and let our souls die
lord 4give I
no me
or she
her
is He
re-
live our first kiss 4eva
our first time is always da best time
your hand in mine
we fly away like butterflies
drink da nector 4rm ya flower
in da starlight we can shower
feed me kiwi under a moon lite sky
as i stare deep in your eyes
or yo soul tryin 2 see wats inside
or like a kid wit a mean mamma
i wanna see da outside
be my enternal woman no need 4 otha women
wishin u'd
become real like Pinnocho
ima keep wishin
til den im talkin 2 my conscience
like Jimminnie Crickiet
my imaginary girlfriend and her man
Wendy and Peter Pan
dancing 4eva
in Neverland

.......buttterflies nd diamonds
.......i got a love of words
.......im not goin crazy

My Dear Love......

Told u im not goin crazy
atleast i kno 4 a fact those
eyes were who i was talkin 2

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S. nd guess wat her name translates 2

Finally!!

Wassup World
Aight I'ma get str8 2 da point
i kno i've been doin a lot of bullshitin
tellin ya'll about dis mixtape nd dat
im workin on dis nd dat but ya'll havent recieved anythin
well i've been talkin 2 da fam nd organizin things
we've decided 2 put our musik out startin August
call it 'The Cooling Process'
huh? lol
a mixtape a month startin Aug
a song a week startin Jan
nd if we dont deliver we double it da next week or month
sounds good?
My first mixtape comin out will b
'The Composition Notebook'
I've taken all my songs I've jus wrote 2 write
nd put dem 2gether 4 our enjoyment
aint no use sittin on dem right?
'The Cool Compiltaion' mixtape still workin on
'The Saiyan vs Sonic Chronicals' nd 'The Heartbreak Hotel' are also been worked on
expect greatness comin very soon

o yea

i got a job 2 yall
ugh back 2 smellin like chicken
i got da hook up on Zaxby's now lol
Tarble wassup lil bruh time 2 go super saiyan

....wat does he mean wen he says super saiyan

chill

Cool?
Joe Cool

Tip of Da Pain

Wassup World
Man dead ass sometimes or damn near all da time i cant stand my family. its like i try so hard 2 do dem rite b by dem if they need me or anythin ya understand, but they cant seem 2 do da same. They dog me out 2 each other nd other people. Talk crazy str8 2 my face nd my babymamma. they only ask me 2 do things dat benifit dem or if they do something 4 me they only do it if they benifitin. my mamma nd cousin dats damn near my sister stay fightin nd cursin each other out. i try nd bring dem close but it neva works. me nd my mamma dont get along. she told me i was a mistake at 13 or 14 she was barley around while i grew up. always workin or at school 2 impress da next person while i babysit my brothers. dats been goin on since 3rd or 4th grade. im not wanted i dont feel loved but they'll kno doe. i swallow my pride nd roll wit da punches no matter how bad they hurt internally. i dont like
complainin nd bitchin but its startin 2 hurt more nd more.
deres more...
UnCool?
Joe Cool

'And I'ma Hamilton....' (dead ass)'

Wassup World
man how bout im in da car
gettin my daily dose of Charles Hamilton
windows media player
plays nd she says
Your aunt's father's name is Charles Hamilton
well damn aint dat some shit
my rival nd i keep havin run ins
i think God is talkin 2 me
cause i jus realized i've been livin in
Chattanooga goin thru many problems
nd its county is
HAMILTON COUNTY
lol coincidence (cant spell)
maybe maybe not
dont kno i jus keep
idk ya'll its crazy
dis Dragonball Z theory im applyin 2 my life
is gettin real
im slick a Hamilton

Yo Goku dead ass doe
I'm comin 4 ya bruh

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S.
"did my point get across"

Cold Chilling

Wassup world
Reportin 4rm da child support office
man dis my second time here
nd hopefully my last
first time was a false alarm
not my baby
dis time its my big bruh turn
us 3 (me him nd og)
slick chillin in dis cold as office
waitin
im tryin 2 hit up wallmart
so i can steal nd eat they chicken
while shoppin
tell me u havent done it nd i'll show u a liar
man its hot outside again damn
but its cool dis cook-out finna b str8
My niggas throwin 1
they doin they thang doe
rappin throwin parties performin
they in dere
they need some more exposure
i might send dem a contract fuck it lol
naw but im tryin 2 get dem on
i aint think they was focused like dis but they surprising me
dead ass
they raw wit dat street party nd real trap rap
they shit b bumpin
check dem on my facebook
under the videos on my page
Tarble snappin lil bruh hungry
Riva aint txtin me back (r u mad @ me??)
Sailor Moon wen i get dis money MIA next stop
King Lathan nd B easy lol we in dere
holla @ ya'll l8r

Cool?
Joe Cool

On Top Of Da World Pondering

im on top of da world
its rainin
i gotta stop lookin
nd worryin 4 people under me
dats y i look down
get it
love shouldnt hurt
wat if earth is hell
is death betta den dis
wats wrong wit people
i need some
good weed
good pussy
a good girl
n loyal good friends
is dat 2 much 2 ask
i got my son
nd music
they aint goin nowhere
Cool Musik fam damn
im sorry if i get a lil distracted wit dis

Cool?
Joe Cool

The Neverendin Zone Act 2

Wassup World
im slick hurt nd mad rite now
i jus wrote 1 of da most realest songs
about wat me nd my babymamma go thru
i feel so played i pause my plans 4 her not
da baby nd dis how she does me
am i a bad father 4 lovin my babymamma more den my son..
i kno we arent 2gether anymore
but she plays acts nd treats me like we r
maybe its betta we dnt b 2gether den
cause i wanna b wit her but i dont want 2 either
im not completly ready ima dog nigga
so im tryin 2 betta myself 4 Harlem her
nd myself
but nothin i does neva pleases her
I'm feelin like damn i aint shit
nd i dnt get dis 3 yrs damn near gone
Tons of women want me but im stressin ova her....
Y i mean damn i jus dnt kno wat 2 do anymore wit her us all of dis
love is so hard
i thought dis was somethin worth fightin workin nd puttin my efforts into
but damn where is da price 4 goin thru it??
dis y i dont have gurlfriends
its jus brings pain
confusing jus 2 many bad feelings
but y
love is supposed 2 b...
not dis
naw...

UnCool?
Joe Cool

I Aint Got Friends I Got Fam n Babymamma Problems

wassup world
Dis like my 3rd time tryin 2 blog man lol
My damn babymamma keep callin tryin 2 argue
i keep laughin nd blowin her off cause she funny
i think she scared of me nd my ex relationship
it aint nothin 4 her 2 worry bout doe
but she dnt listen
Da ex knows she makin shunda mad but fuck it
Im chillin in da hood
formally known as Highland Park
wit my niggas since freshman yr
I kno ya'll mite b like yea wateva wats da point
aight first
Its my damn blog so i can have a million entries sayin i like pie if i damn well choose
(babymamma jus called nd txted she gotta wait bloggin 4rm da phone)
but really since bein @ school i've been
exposed 2 lots of fake people but seein me closest niggas makes me feel betta
i love my niggas they like fam
nd king lathan n meachem been my niggas
lil bruh Tarble man he showin me he all in w/ music nd Cool Musik fam
he more den a artist 2 me
dis DBZ concept gettin real
Aight ya'll finna get on da ps3
txt me
Nd ima try nd settle argument

Cool?
Joe Cool

New Look

Wassup world
I decided to have a new blog layout
jus 2 go with how im feeling and all
I dont know was jus in the mood to do it

Now alot of people keep askin me why i call myself Joe Cool
but have a blog with Micheal Young History in da name.....

Good question

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S. I'ma blog more l8r i got some important news

My Bitch

My take on Lupe
He did a story thru the eyes of a burger
I did one takin a look thru da eyes of...
well jus read


I’ve been outta many niggas lives/
from the rich to the poor/
in 2009 I’m the most wanted whore/
Beyonce ain’t got nothing on me/
cause I can upgrade any boy/
I have the most wanted niggas/
who once started out poor/
I’ve been around for years/
I know the hustlers pimps and macks/
the bankers and diplomats/
for these niggas I’m the scratch of they back/
love how my body feels stacked/
they fall in love with my big face/
green eyes and slim waist/
I could easily fit into any pair of Jeans/
I keep good taste/ I love to go raw/
but you can also get it with hard plastic propalatic/
I’ve been with them all/ they worship and die/
when they don’t have me/
take advantage when they have me/
take me to a strip club and throw me away in a heart beat/
never do I cry nor change expression/
“In God we trust” is my only life lesson/
I love to mess with Women/
they know how to treat me they keep me/
for long amounts of time locked up in the house/
they keep me in they mouth/ always the main conversation/
when they see me it always get they heart racing/
keep the inside of their legs always moist/
when they get with me it’s a big amount of joy/
they use niggas just to get close to me/
I’m the number one cause of homicide g/
somebody always tryna get me/and when I walk outside/
I seen niggas heads bust wide open right in front of my eyes/
I wanna let this whole life go/ this is the Diary of a Bitch called Cho/
of a Bitch called money/ damn baby I’m everybody’s hoe//

Cool?
Joe Cool

Early Morning Ramblin (WhaaaAAaaa?)

waddown world
lol Lupe old shit caught back 2 me i jus left chillin wit my babymamma. Still got her nut on my fingers lol jp....or am i
dis my second time seein her since she got pregnant. I kno rite....I'm changin ya'll ima do betta lol
But naw she was beautiful 2day wit her fat butt. She's gettin bigger doe 4real her titties nd ass gettin big
Nd den bein away 4rm her da past 4.5 months has made me miss her nd want her more
Im tryin 2 not 2 let my feelings change til i finish the Heartbreak Hotel (2 songs left)
nd Saiyan vs Sonic volume 1 has 2 songs left. Those the only mixtape updates besides
Charlie Hilton im lookin 4 a studio now bruh i went outta town nd everythin
Schools out so im focused on my fam workin music period
Da label is flourishin so im feelin kinda good. Expect music 4rm us soon.
well not really much 2 blog about dis early but i got ya'll l8r ima do some brainstormin
O yea Lupe verse commin 2
U can expect it dis week keep ya eyes peeled
(dat pic old 2)
Cool?
Joe Cool

2day Was A Good Day

Wassup world
2day has been 1 of da weird's day Good shockin crazy fulfillin ahh
i met dis girl riva flowz she's a poet i hope she reads da blog
but anyways she's a poet
wow
den she's cool 2 talk 2
a +
but get dis
she's charles hamilton's bestfriend lol wow small world
or maybe God's talkin 2 me cause he's havin a baby 2 crazy
and den 2 go on
i've been so inspired 2day wit dese halo beats
i'm writin 2 new songs 'Tuxedo Man' and 'Lebron James (King Music)'
I got Ty's respect I'm in dere now
I did great on my final and i got my homework opened in math class
im startin 2 like college more (hope i spelled it rite)
and i made money and smoked tons of green
i feel like ice cube 2day was a good day
but im scared bad things might follow and happen 2 me....i dont kno
but anyways
Tarble lil bruh shoot me a kite
smittycoolmusic@gmail.com
i got a beat i want u 2 get on wit me
and i want u on my label
real shit
im finish writin and go 2 sleep

America thanks 4 da inspiration

Cool?
Joe Cool

Sonic And Vegeta Overthinking

Jus smoking doing some overthinking

Yea it gets deeper...

Cool?

Joe Cool