Theories on Love nd Woman (sober)

if love is a game am i suppose 2 win suppose 2 b da best or b a ref
- Charles Hamilton

Wassup World

I'm tryin 2 figure out love right now
cause I'm very confused
i kno wat i want 2 da T
but i cant get it
is it karma coming back at me??
4rm all da women i hurt in da past
im not sure
I kno its startin 2 hurt more nd more right
like sometimes i wonder should i even try being in love
cause it only last a lil while den fades off into something else
nd love wit me (no matter wat) starts as a physical attraction
lust
a sin
so is love considered a sin
i dont kno

but i've began 2 understand a lil y i treat nd do woman the way i do
all my life my mom controlled me
but its deeper den dat
let me jus say it

Women r Godly
men cant create life or deliver lie
woman can
rite

wit dat being said it is a possiblity
that God could b a woman
nd men knew dat
we all understand da strength women have
but we try (nd succeed)
in bringing dem down hurtin them
etc, etc.

they even called the woman Jesus might've loved a whore
damn
nd in da bible women cant b preachers
y

cause we tryin 2 hold dem down
we even said they came 4rm us
but not 4rm our feet
so we can step on dem
or 4rm our back
2 b behind us
but 4rm our sides
or ribs
2 help support us 2 b beside us
under our arms so we could protect dem

look how we treat dem
betta yet look how i've treated dem
played wit dem
fucked more den i should've
(jus kno ima pro wit sex)

nd y

cause i wanna conquer dem rite
dats how it seems

i like meetin nd fallin 4 women i cant see
long distance relationships our fun
i love dem
nd i love u

it really test my abilities 2 love
witout da physical
its crazy

nd as i ponder dis ima start on a new song
ima end dis like this
here's an excerpt 4rm it


"if love is a game y play it? it'll only end in a second.
games always end nd i dont wanna leave wit tears even if i win "
- Joe Cool

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S. i wrote dis sober....wait til i spark up nd write
i'll blow yo mind

..::retreats back 2 da Hyperbolic Time Chamber::..
(everybody else got nice signatures)

I Told You I'm Not Crazy

Wassup World




(i might get in trouble 4 dis)





Ok ya'll let me get str8 2 da point
I wrote this poem 2 a gurl i had in my head
i didnt kno who she was all i remember were her eyes
nd da feelings i got wen i thought about her
i got tons of writing 2 my imaginary girlfriend (u can say)
2day while on twitter this lady MySheriAmore was writin bout sex
(i noticed cause im a freak sorry)
so i told her my thoughts
something (maybe curiosity) made me go 2 her page



i saw dis




nd went crazy
i thought i was goin crazy cause i had been smokin
but i decided 2 go look some more nd i was trippin
cause i wrote a poem awhile ago nd those eyes r all i can remember
here's the poem if i didnt put it up already

close my eyes jus 2 b wit u
all things untru, in your eyes, become tru
i feel u callin 2 me
da wantin is so strong
where u r i dont kno
but we're tied by our soul
your raw emotions tranefer 2 eye
feelins so robust and real makes me cry
come away wit me fly through the sky
we can fly and let our souls die
lord 4give I
no me
or she
her
is He
re-
live our first kiss 4eva
our first time is always da best time
your hand in mine
we fly away like butterflies
drink da nector 4rm ya flower
in da starlight we can shower
feed me kiwi under a moon lite sky
as i stare deep in your eyes
or yo soul tryin 2 see wats inside
or like a kid wit a mean mamma
i wanna see da outside
be my enternal woman no need 4 otha women
wishin u'd
become real like Pinnocho
ima keep wishin
til den im talkin 2 my conscience
like Jimminnie Crickiet
my imaginary girlfriend and her man
Wendy and Peter Pan
dancing 4eva
in Neverland

.......buttterflies nd diamonds
.......i got a love of words
.......im not goin crazy

My Dear Love......

Told u im not goin crazy
atleast i kno 4 a fact those
eyes were who i was talkin 2

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S. nd guess wat her name translates 2

LoL

Wassup world
Look at shunda lol
does she really look pregnant 4rm behind

Cool?
Joe Cool

This Will Neva Happen 2 Me

Wassup World

lol jus watch

You gotta b tasteful wen spittin the real

or dont talk about da wrong girl

Cool?

Joe Cool

My (future) Gurl's intro

Wassup World

I kno you lookin at da title like wat da hell

naw chill chill

i should've put My (future) Girl
i think i will

hold on

Now as ya'll have all figured out i love hard

i dont ko wat it is but i can manipulate my feelings 2 make dem stronger

dats a part of seduction

learn somethin

but 2day i wanna talk about my future baby

ya'll kno her

da beautiful

Teairra Marie

if not ya'll will cause im all in wit her

I mean damn....

I'm in love wit dat smile

nd eyes

At the risk of soundin shallow

i really dont kno how her brains ticks or if she even writes all her music

but wat she sings i fucks wit it

Her voice is fye

den she got a swag bout herself

and her looks.....

breath takin

hands down da baddest bitch in da game

next 2 Amerie

Me nd Amerie had a connection

all her songs were towards me

but ya'll give me 2 yrs

dead ass doe

O nd Charles Hamilton

Teairra on Rihanna’s comments in ATlanta Peach Magazine

“They asked her [Rihanna] how she felt playing second fiddle to me, which I never felt [she was]. She had the number-one song in the country on Hot 100; I didn’t, so she couldn’t be playing second fiddle to me. When I heard that I was upset, like, ‘Why would she ever go there? Keep my name out your mouth, sweetie!”

We go hard

lol

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S. Amerie if u eva want me hit me up I'll keep it on da low lol

Tuxedo Mask Sneak Peek

Wassup World
i decided 2 let ya'll get a peek
a small peek
of wats in store 4 ya'll

jus da first verse but doesnt it sound like an

Henti Flick lol

Anime Apples - H2




wheneva u call me babygurl im here

i come runnin

protecting yo heart wit no fear

i make it quite clear

even if u not here

words so strong im transferin da feelings im feelin

damn

clean sharp handsome

wat more can u ask 4

and u have no flaws

im infatuated wit ya charm

Grim swag cause babygurl u killin dem all

b my sailor moon travel past infinity nd beyond

2 b yo man is my callin

so protectin yo heart is no problem

tell dese mini moons get lost

cause u da only 1 on radar

picked thorn covered flowers no scars ma'am

da past is da past

so now catch my rose im tuxedo mask

yo x man

aint puttin up no Last Stand

I've been thru it all read Wolverine

4 my origins

den we can get closer den da tats im sportin

no april fools jokin

if yo heart hurting

my love is da potion

its all on da table my feelings exposed

baby u should kno dis 4certain

weneva u call me babygurl i'll b dere

I'm your tuxedo mask (la te da te da)

take my rose and b my gurl

I'm your tuxedo mask (la te da te da)

jus a preview lol

Cool?

Joe Cool

On Top Of Da World Pondering

im on top of da world
its rainin
i gotta stop lookin
nd worryin 4 people under me
dats y i look down
get it
love shouldnt hurt
wat if earth is hell
is death betta den dis
wats wrong wit people
i need some
good weed
good pussy
a good girl
n loyal good friends
is dat 2 much 2 ask
i got my son
nd music
they aint goin nowhere
Cool Musik fam damn
im sorry if i get a lil distracted wit dis

Cool?
Joe Cool

The Neverendin Zone Act 2

Wassup World
im slick hurt nd mad rite now
i jus wrote 1 of da most realest songs
about wat me nd my babymamma go thru
i feel so played i pause my plans 4 her not
da baby nd dis how she does me
am i a bad father 4 lovin my babymamma more den my son..
i kno we arent 2gether anymore
but she plays acts nd treats me like we r
maybe its betta we dnt b 2gether den
cause i wanna b wit her but i dont want 2 either
im not completly ready ima dog nigga
so im tryin 2 betta myself 4 Harlem her
nd myself
but nothin i does neva pleases her
I'm feelin like damn i aint shit
nd i dnt get dis 3 yrs damn near gone
Tons of women want me but im stressin ova her....
Y i mean damn i jus dnt kno wat 2 do anymore wit her us all of dis
love is so hard
i thought dis was somethin worth fightin workin nd puttin my efforts into
but damn where is da price 4 goin thru it??
dis y i dont have gurlfriends
its jus brings pain
confusing jus 2 many bad feelings
but y
love is supposed 2 b...
not dis
naw...

UnCool?
Joe Cool

Early Morning Ramblin (WhaaaAAaaa?)

waddown world
lol Lupe old shit caught back 2 me i jus left chillin wit my babymamma. Still got her nut on my fingers lol jp....or am i
dis my second time seein her since she got pregnant. I kno rite....I'm changin ya'll ima do betta lol
But naw she was beautiful 2day wit her fat butt. She's gettin bigger doe 4real her titties nd ass gettin big
Nd den bein away 4rm her da past 4.5 months has made me miss her nd want her more
Im tryin 2 not 2 let my feelings change til i finish the Heartbreak Hotel (2 songs left)
nd Saiyan vs Sonic volume 1 has 2 songs left. Those the only mixtape updates besides
Charlie Hilton im lookin 4 a studio now bruh i went outta town nd everythin
Schools out so im focused on my fam workin music period
Da label is flourishin so im feelin kinda good. Expect music 4rm us soon.
well not really much 2 blog about dis early but i got ya'll l8r ima do some brainstormin
O yea Lupe verse commin 2
U can expect it dis week keep ya eyes peeled
(dat pic old 2)
Cool?
Joe Cool

Tuxedo Man

weneva u call me babygurl i'll b dere
take my rose and b my gurl

Cool?
Joe Cool

Wolverine (Immortal Death)

Ty step ya game up bruh lol

Joe Cool x Charles Hamilton = Vegeta The Chaos Saiyan

lol j/p
comment and tell me wat u think
Lupe's next

I've gotten used to
sittin on da globe
so wen im lookin down
the reasons
you should already kno
lowerin 2 yo level
is beneath me
3 ft underground
u still 3ft under my feet
rollin blunts
2 get high and escape
pepsi man.white girl?
only got a taste
my songs free
dats my only freebase
on lean skip da drink
no need 4 da chase
pop pills 2
make my soul fry
survived
i cry
cause
its hard 2 cope sometimes
gun 2 my head
i ask myself
in da mirror I 2 I
if i pull this trigger
will i jus die
or will i finally get my
peace of mind
2 my surprise
my reflection aint I
its paper
wit a pen
layin beside
so i guess if i die
you'll get a piece
of my mind
in retrospect
i already write
so look at yoself
....life is a lie
I've looked death
in his eyes
....felt God's womb
....and i felt real love
wit u
.....now wat girl

Cool?
Joe Cool

3 Course Meal

Hey wassup world
here's my 5th song recorded
3course meal 4 Charlie Hilton's mixtape
Good Food

its not mastered yet
im kinda nervous about it dis my first time on autotune
and rappin like dis

if u dont like it let me kno y

3 Course Meal - Joe Cool (prod. Charlie Hilton)


wassup freaky right
lol

Cool?
Mr Joe Cool

Press Play and Read

Premonitions.mp3 - Charles Hamilton

the very first day that i saw u i noticed u bout 3 or 4 times/ u and yo sister walkin around wit black shirts on both of ya'll lookin so fine/ in my eyes you were divine /high class dime/ that was top of da line/2 have u was the only thnig on mind/ in no time i was by yo side/ spittin wateva came 2 mind/ no lies/ but i had u laughin half da time/ but i was mesmerized/ by ya pretty brwon eyes/ and lips that were yearnin 4 mine/ i got yo numba and u got mine/ told u i'd call u round 9/ u was like aight/ ended up callin u in a minute/ cause my nigga wanted whootie digits/ exchanged it/ we ended up planning/ a day of walkin around campus/ granted/ i was jus happy to have dis enchantin/ madeleine/ in carmel skin/ talkin 2 me/ ya feel me?//

hook

we ended up not makin it/ it was aight cause everyday we was txting/ and/ i was really feeling this/ angel in carmel skin/ me and shunda time started slippin/ and then it started depletiong/ then it was jus finished/ my ke ke bear was all i wanted dere/ but she neva believed wat i said/ dropped plently women cause i was new 2 dis campus shit/ but ready 4 a real relationship/ i ate u like u was my girl/ had sex but felt no love/ dont care if i sound like a punk/ after dat i tried to make it official/ not cause i was in ya tissues/ but cause i was really into u/ u said yes 2 it/ but did u really mean 2 do it?/ Raven gave me some advice/ said u was more girlfriend not wife/ u jus needed more experience in ya life/ and if it was to work all girls had to b cut out of my life/ so more time was spent most was jus given/ u let off a hot cold temp/ so i didnt kno wat u was feeling/ did i remind u of Dewayne/ or was it lust we was feeling?/

.....wats da reasons//

hook

one night while i was sleepin/ u was goin thru my phone/ and saw i had said/ i jus nutted in my main bitch/ u got mad said i was green/ without knowin wat i meaned/ main bitch was not meant disrespectful in no meanin/ and i had a condum but it was slippin/ if u really wanted 2 kno my feelings/ i got beef wit a whole football team/ cause one dude was talkin 2 u baby/ i kno i sound crazy/ i let my guard down opened da door and u played me/ did i do something wrong please tell me/ da blame u can place on me/ all i got is a picture and a voicemail message 4 memories/but in my mind i got plenty/remember wen u opened up 2 me/ in da library/ we told each other our life story/ or afer dat nashville pj party/ i held u da whole night no freaking/ and i saw da sun rise in ya eyes/was i mistaken/ to believe love was wat i was seein//

hook

bridge

all dat

God blessed u wen she made u/ beautiful is not the word 2 describe u/ beautiful couldnt descirbe part of you/ perfection wen i glance at u/ im blinded wen i stare at you/ im in cupids tennis shoes/ love drawn arrow made 4 you/ but do i shot?//

lookin back on my life and my life gone

where do we go 4rm here

you like a tat of a mic on my right arm

im missin you ova heremaybe i need u

maybe i love u

maybe we can neva look back again

or maybe im back again

(til music plays out)

Real shit that was all emotion Ke Ke

im not changin or takin nothin down.

live wit it


Cool?
Mr Joe Cool

Psychological Love

close my eyes jus 2 b wit u
all things untru, in your eyes, become tru
i feel u callin 2 me
da wantin is so strong
where u r i dont kno
but we're tied by our soul
your raw emotions transfer 2 eye
feelins so robust and real makes me cry
come away wit me fly through the sky
we can fly and let our souls die
lord 4give I
no me
or she
her
is He
re-
live our first kiss 4eva
our first time is always da best time
your hand in mine
we fly away like butterflies
drink da nectar 4rm ya flower
in da starlight we can shower
feed me kiwi under a moon lite sky
as i stare deep in your eyes
or yo soul tryin 2 see wats inside
or like a kid wit a mean mamma
i wanna see da outside
be my eternal woman
no need 4 otha women
wishin u'd
become real like Pinocchio
ima keep wishin
til den im talkin 2 my conscience
like Jimminnie Cricket
my imaginary girlfriend and her man
Wendy and Peter Pan
dancing 4eva
in Neverland



.......butterflies nd diamonds
.......i got a love of words
.......im not goin crazy

My Dear Love.....

Cool?
Smitty

P.S. i wrote dis on facebook dis morning

Guess Who's Back

Man i didnt really notice in my blogs i follow in my dashboard dat Dominique wrote something.....and she wrote about me.

Slick cheesin now

but its crazy doe im doin a lil over thinkin but look she didint have a song 2day and i jus so happy 2 make up one on da spot. Dat can be your new valentine song baby lol. Let me stop b4 a girl down here gets jealous cause i called her my baby.

I'ma give Dominique somethin special instead but first im still tryin 2 figure out y i'm so drawn 2 her (ayo excuse me while i black) aight so at first i was thinkin i tend 2 go 4 more weaker girls because my mom is so strong dat she emasculates me so i want my girl 2 b weaker den me but not 2 weak or i wont respect her right well i wouldnt say weak is da word i would jus rather my girl let me b da man right i love smart girls who write cause i have a thing 4 words and smart woman jus mesmerize me cause i slick love learnin (i'ma swagged up nerd) but wit her its wierd like she seems like a more laid back cool girl smarter den ya average chick deeper den whale pussy (not a good comparison) sexy and cute wit her own swag but even doe she has her own swag its not dat own swag dats like everybody elses unique own swag she took da nique outta unique and put it in her name Dominique so in return she shines it. i wanna pick her brain cause it seems like its so much i can learn 4rm her and teach her too or maybe im jus puttin her high on a silver platter and if i am jus doin dat den im truly disrespectin u i should puttin u on a platinum platter served wit kiwi and fruit a desert only meant 4 da gods and u yourself r Godly. In my eyes God has woman traits or could b a woman you were made in her eyes so u r a reflection of her therefor ( next 2 my mother) u r Godly a blessin in my eyes. even though i kno all dis i jus wanna kno where my feelings r comin 4rm like dis i've been feeling wierd alot latly 4 awhile now (make since) and i jus cant put my finger on things. I wanted u to b my valentine so dat'll b somethin we could always share 4 years 2 come. Didnt really have many grownin up my mamma was usually my valentine (is mother's day comin up cuase my momma been on my mind alot 2) so i would've remembered us lol man i jus let my mind wander and fingers loose and look wat happened lol i still do got something 4 u doe u might not understand it now but u will l8r

Cool?
Smitty

Valentines con.

jus woke up feelin a lil betta Ms De La Dom neva responded but i have a feeling she would've said yea mamma sorry things got complicated last night so i'm behind. Its crazy cant buy anymore time but i can easily spend it. I guess it was a good thing bein sick i got 2 catch up on somethings til my symptoms came back and i was either on da toilet kneelin ova it or in da bed wit da chills.


Da smell of fresh rain on your hair
behind it greatness lives there
maybe cause i dwell there
but i feel as if your here
great minds think alike
so if i think of u den u of I
but no higher education needed
even doe im weeded
best believe être amoureux de
the words of Dominique
look it up and translate it
everything i say is tru im not playin
i hope u get wat im sayin
dig deeper? Girl i hope u aint complaining
i can be da insight in ya search
an alien who'll take u 4rm earth
us was destine 4rm birth
Vegeta prince of da saiyans
but witout bulma im nathing (nothing)
jus an ape bathin
in da scene of magnificence
takin da form of moon light
neva look at it thru han's sight
cause wats wrong wit mine
glimpes into yo soul thru brown eyes
deep breathin and sweats my loves gettin defined
cant say u have da heart in my chest
even doe i love harder den da rest
im still findin pieces of my heart or wats left
loan me yours and i'll help yo soul grow
mind body and soul
da holy trinity
in my hands i give dem clarity
in my dreams
i give u everything
we make love in music
our beat flows like fluid
your peak is wat we're persuing
your Ipod has no use
no akwardness
so turn off Charles Hamilton
Cause 'In case i get you'
'Neverland' is where i'll take u
No need 4 a 'Match.com commercial break'
cause wen i slow my pace
'Re-Anna' tries 2 take me 4rm ' You
Too' many say 'Tengo Una Pregunta'
but im 2 busy lil mamma
'cinimatic hallucinations'
is wat 'Psycho Bitches' b chasing
'Romantic vents' bout u got dem hatin
my niggas always askin bruh
wat u gonna do 'In case it doesnt work out' wit her
i'll still be da strugglin musician
waitin on da 'penthouse elevator'


Slick dont kno where that came 4rm i havent even read it yet im not gonna change it either so if i fucked up o well str8 emotion right there. lol but man im feelin sick 2 da stomach again i hope i dont get fired 4rm work i missed three days but i got a doc excuse ima go back 2marrow doe. ima b on my shit wen i wake up.

Hope you read dis and answer me soon.

Cool?
Smitty

**(i will name dat doe um im thinkin somethin like Cupid's Arrow: The First Glance.......wow i jus got a concept in my head)

My Valentine

Im sittin here listening to Charles Hamilton dis mixtape is nice but i'm not feeling it like da other ones. i mean i always feel as if i kno charles on a personal level cause we relate so much 2gether. no homo or gay shit but i feel like im connected 2 dis nigga spirtually its crazy evey song dat has a message to me in or a song i really relate 2 i find myself feeling like its deja vu (did i speel dat right) crazy right, but im startin 2 feel im gettin crazier in peoples eyes as i start gainin more knowledge. like i cant really relate or b on other people's level. so dis is how it feels 2 b an alien or 2 feel as if u r not 4rm dis world its crazy sometimes i feel like im depressed but its cool bein depressed cause i think more



i've been thinkin i took alot of responsibility sayin i'll put a mixtape out every month cause i neva knew it was dis hard. its not da writing process dats hard but da recordin process cause niggas aint really serious like me. lately i've been sick doe cause of dis weather so my first mixtape keeps gettin pushed back it makes me mad feelin like i lied 2 u all dat read my blog.



now i bet u wonderin y i called dis my valentine

well 2 start my mom is my valentine sometimes i cant stand here and all dat etc. etc. shit but i love dat girl dead ass no matter wat happens my mom could kill Obama and i'm ridin wit her (i'ma talk more on her l8r)

but my blog friend De La Dom or Dominique hasnt been blogin lately so i've been readin her older entries. i swear if she had a widget 2 see da niggas visitin her site and how frequent i'd be dere everyday faithfully. i haven't read all her entries dont get me wrong she has so many videos dat my old computer freezes and i get mad and say fuck it but dead ass doe i asked her 2 b my (distant) valentine...i kno its short notice but lately i've been havin urges 2 do things dat i cant explain y or see da significance. is it God's hand? is she guidin me along like my mom used 2 and everythin will work out l8r??? i dont kno but its crazy after me and simone fall out and she stopped hittin me up (maybe my email aint workin) i get dis feeling 2 really reach out 2 Ms Dominique. I'm like wowin doe cause like she is slick my type i like but can neva have she's dat sexy nerdy girl in class engulfed in her music i want her i wanna kno how she ticks......im daydreamin bout u if u readin dis i wanna smoke some good weed wit ya (yea i started back) in a slightly dim room wit a mix of some old rnb and soul mostly 70s and 80s and charles hamilton slow shit lol im jus imagining maybe i am goin crazy fallin 4 an idea of somebody my fansies are runnin rampted

Cool?
Smitty

Turn u round spread it out put it down

Damn tiffany....
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note i wrote dis at 3 dis morning high

Reflections

I guess i'm bi polar cause i was jus thinkin bought dat pic i jus sent of me and my slick ex ke ke. man she used a b so cool she swept me off my feet some how. She was so funny fun 2 talk 2 and all i dont wat most i miss about her maybe its her looks or i'm lustin i dont kno but it eats me up sometimes cause i wanna txt her so bad or chill wit her i used 2 love gettin hickies 4rm her and weneva she called i loved hearin her ringtone 4 walls by pretty willie i ended up changin it but i still ponder about her wen it plays dats crazy how music can do dat i can totally b on another subject not thinkin bought her and dat song will play and she on my mind but its not like i need her in my life its jus sometimes i want her in my life even if i can't b wit her. I have all dese girls wantin me some i don't want some i do (they kno who dey r) but da one i want i cant have shit crazy i'm jus lettin
my mind wander o yea and its her b day HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUNG KE lmCOOLao
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Love is in da air

I'm sittin here feelin like man i think i want love but its like i want a sweet deep love not jus a deep lust but real shit like some heart stoppin tear jerkin love like da kinda where i can lay up and not fuck. Dont get me wrong i can fuck and tame some pussy but i want somethin more solid and definite. Im startin 2 believe God is a woman so dat must mean women r godly figures so in turn love between a man and woman should b looked at as da connection between man and God. Maybe i'm wrong but dats how i feel i love women even if i tend 2 do them wrong. I jus want some love a bestfriend my bitch a girl i can give my all its not like i don't have girls who want me or wanna b wit me its jus i'm still thinkin bought dem and where i can see dem wit. I know i'ma get hell 4 dis but even da King of Hearts needs love. which brings me 2 dis i might b takin v day applications lol no real shit i
might i need a Queen of Hearts doe no lie but 4 now i need a good woman
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