Im At Rockbottom

Wassup World
Man i've been thru so much shit in da couple of hours
my mother nd 2 lil bruhs ganged me like i was a nigga on da street last night
my 16 yr old bruh was stompin me wit his shoes on nd everything
nd on top of dis they did this all in front of my babymamma
who's still pregnant
we could've hurt her
the only thing dat really keeps me 4rm cryin my eyes out is
the fact im not in da wrong
i tried leavin 3 times but my mother kept hittin me
nd wen i say they ganged me they really did
my face nd body sore
then they kicked me out wit only socks nd basketball shorts on
im homeless wit no clothes no money no place to go no music
its hard to smile but i still do
my gurl stood by my side thru this whole thing
its so embarressin man i gotta sleep in da car
nd she said she would sleep in da car wit me
dis hurts me that my gurl goin thru dis wit me

nd 2 b honest i've been only listenin 2 Charles Hamilton
since he's been in my shoes i can really relate 2 him more now
ugh
2 b honest i dont kno wat 2 do
suicidal thoughts have been goin thru my mind doe
but i wont follow thru wit them
death nd dyin now
r not options
i have 2 stand out

I want my music 2 stand out
like a tree fallin alone in da forest
nd still being heard throughout da land

lol deep

i guess 2 keep myself 4rm cryin ima smile
i wanna jus record a whole bunch of music
like really get lost in da music

o well broke
hurtin
confused

nd my gurl says she cant stand Charles Hamilton lol
she says he's so lame
lol
nd den she said he ugly
its cool Goku
my Bulma goes hard ya'll

well shit im finna find something 2 eat
nd my gurl jus found my wallet i've been lookin 4 4 2 weeks
man i love her
nd I'm listenin to 'This Perfect Life'
right now bumpin Reminder

"Angels on my side/ Demons in my eyes"

this song really blacks on wat im feelin
its like he took a trip into my mind nd wrote wat he saw

Cool?
Joe Cool

Damn

Wasssup World
Sorry I've been gone
but i've been working 2 provide 4 my gurl nd kid
yea a lot has been goin on

sadly my book of rhymes burned
wen my gurl house caught on fire (twice)
so im finna start writing my first mixtape (again)

ugh
God has something planned 4 me
....i kno ima blog more as i write it

The Saiyan vs Sonic Chronicals
The Heartbreak Hotel
nd other mixtapes
r on hold right now also

im back 2 The Hyperbolic Time Chamber
peace

Cool?
Joe Cool

Will She Eva Learn

Wassup World
I jus now got home
finally gettin 2 really rest 2day
i jus left "spending time" wit my gurl
if dats wat u can call it
i dont understand her sometimes
no all da time
its like everything dat was happening
in our last relationship is happening again
she jus dont get things
nd she wonders y i cheated
its not cause i dont love her
i jus wonder where my love is
maybe ima needy person
but if my gurl cant notice y im mad
wen i been txtin her all day sayin
baby i've been up since 5 AM shitin
i been at work since 4
had 2 walk home (35-45 min walk)
nd wen i get out da shower i leave
wit u yo twin sister yo friend nd my bruh
nd ride around listening 2 ya'll talk
complain bitch talk about people etc. etc.
4 2 hrs knowin i gotta wake up early 4 work
wats wrong i notice everythin
take in account yo feelings all da time
would do anything 4 u @ any moment
im damn near yo ATM
but u cant say i love u 2 wen i tell u i love u

wats da point of tryin anymore

wheres my love at

2 b continued...

Here U Go (Couldnt Help It)

Wassup World
Here's the song right here doe

Joe Cool.mp3 - H2

Cool?
Joe Cool

New Halo Project

Wassup World
Aight as ya'll kno or dont kno
Hero Halo (Dj H2) is my favorite producer
1 dragonball out of my top 7

dead ass
not quite a stan
but I call him big bruh if he like it or not
fuck it

but yo while i was goin thru
my overload of emotion
havin suicidal thoughts (yea it was dat real)
he gave me alot of words of advice
he even acknowledged my writing

damn
nd i jus downloaded his new project
http://www.zshare.net/download/60991351d0819538/
which u should 2

cause he has a song on there called Joe Cool
now i dont know if he did it jus 4 me
or not
but its my feel
im feelin it i've been freestylin ova it a couple times
trippin ova it
i'm back in da zone

Cool?
Joe Cool

(yea nigga dats me)

Dear Mamma (Root Of All Pain)

Wassup World
this right here started off as a EM
write off wit TY ( http://livelyricism.blogspot.com/ )
but as i started writing i got in to it
this is as real as it gets rite here
This is goin on Th Composition Notebook

I named my first project released that
cause all my life as far as i can remember
i would write in Composition Notebooks
u kno da one wit da black nd white on da outside
i got so many of dem packed up in storage
lost
nd at home its crazy
filled wit everything i've been thru

so witout further prolonging dis
here





No question 2 y i feel so alone
only questions is y it hurts me soul
im askin da question 2 u like u would kno
my life's been a black
writing 2 escape da sorrows
wit no support 4rm my mamma
who'd rather me b a scientist or a doctor
in her eyes i wasnt even wanted
how would u feel growin up knowing dis
havin dis feeling
my name is a JR
but my dad is Timothy
Ricky who my mamma wanted it 2 b
Wit me was prob resentment
4rm her own decissions so she tried 2 control how i'm living
manipulative
abussive
3rd grade arms nd body covered in bruises
but she said she loved me
so its all confusing
8th grade Ricky wanted a DNA test
we sat in yo room nd u cried on my chest
sayin u aint mean 4 IT 2 happen
u aint wanna hurt him
u aint mean 2 fuck Tim
IT was a accident
she wished she could ghange IT
IT being me
so da light blinded me but not i cant see
jus 2 pull out all da fake round me
da pain
despair
da sorrow
really no attention 4rm my mamma
since 3rd grade been able 2 take care of me nd my brothers
while she was wit Eistine
Dekarlos i would babysit
4th grade samething
but dis time wit a Tomlin
but not once u hear me complainin
figured somebody deserved happiness
nd wat did i look like takin it 4rm u miss
now u prob feel wrong
4 wat u done
but i only talked about a couple subjects
im not done yet
wish da beat was longer
so dis verbal beatin could prolonger
recongnitions all i longed 4
told me i was da man of da house
so who were dese men comin in yo house
thought i was da perfect son
so y do JeDon get a betta childhood
did i not deserve it
cause u didnt wat IT
IT being me again
wrote dis i started cryin
cause my mind u got inside of
now i cant look at u without wantin 2 cry
since 2nd grade had suicide thoughts man
i kno u prob thinking 2 yourself God damn
cause i held it in along wit more shit
i said i wanted 2 b cool wit Tim
nd u said fuck dat bitch
damn is dat really how u feel
cause u once said u should've stayed wit him
wen u were a kid
u playin wit my emotions
neva thought i would make a Dear Mamma
so its Dear Djuana
nd this jus the tip of da problem
would u listen or read dis
2 ask dat question y bother
secretly wanted other people kids
til u admitted it
damn u hurt yo own kid
physically
emotionally
mentally
i would say spirtually
but I've been losing my faith since 13
nd u wonder y i cant stay down wit one female
cause u warped my mind wit thoughts of every female
cause my life u was tryin 2 impress
nd do 4 da wrong reasons
no racial
but da white man nd woman bragged nd showed off 2 dem
but wit yo friend u doggin out yo kids
its dat real
let another man beat me
how could u
got mad wen i called another lady mamma
or wen i tried 2 get close 2 my grandmother
u havent even tried 2 do shit 4 yo grandson
so dont expect him 2 welcome u wit his arms open
im not writing dis 4 u 2 aplogize
I'm jus giving u da secrets behind my tears
my thought nd mean mugs nd attitudes
cause i finally realized u were lyin
wen u said
I love u 2


i dead ass cried while writing nd typing dis


Cool?
Joe Cool

I Told You I'm Not Crazy

Wassup World




(i might get in trouble 4 dis)





Ok ya'll let me get str8 2 da point
I wrote this poem 2 a gurl i had in my head
i didnt kno who she was all i remember were her eyes
nd da feelings i got wen i thought about her
i got tons of writing 2 my imaginary girlfriend (u can say)
2day while on twitter this lady MySheriAmore was writin bout sex
(i noticed cause im a freak sorry)
so i told her my thoughts
something (maybe curiosity) made me go 2 her page



i saw dis




nd went crazy
i thought i was goin crazy cause i had been smokin
but i decided 2 go look some more nd i was trippin
cause i wrote a poem awhile ago nd those eyes r all i can remember
here's the poem if i didnt put it up already

close my eyes jus 2 b wit u
all things untru, in your eyes, become tru
i feel u callin 2 me
da wantin is so strong
where u r i dont kno
but we're tied by our soul
your raw emotions tranefer 2 eye
feelins so robust and real makes me cry
come away wit me fly through the sky
we can fly and let our souls die
lord 4give I
no me
or she
her
is He
re-
live our first kiss 4eva
our first time is always da best time
your hand in mine
we fly away like butterflies
drink da nector 4rm ya flower
in da starlight we can shower
feed me kiwi under a moon lite sky
as i stare deep in your eyes
or yo soul tryin 2 see wats inside
or like a kid wit a mean mamma
i wanna see da outside
be my enternal woman no need 4 otha women
wishin u'd
become real like Pinnocho
ima keep wishin
til den im talkin 2 my conscience
like Jimminnie Crickiet
my imaginary girlfriend and her man
Wendy and Peter Pan
dancing 4eva
in Neverland

.......buttterflies nd diamonds
.......i got a love of words
.......im not goin crazy

My Dear Love......

Told u im not goin crazy
atleast i kno 4 a fact those
eyes were who i was talkin 2

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S. nd guess wat her name translates 2

Guided By Da Stars

Wassup World
Man i jus woke up not 5 mminutes ago
i had my horoscope sent 2 my phone
like everyday but wat was wierd i had
no other messages my horoscope sai dont rush nd do things because u see others finishing things or u missed a deadline den how bout i find out Good Food was done
at first I was mad cause my song was almost done i jus needed a hook
but everything happens 4 a reason rite
so im leavin it alone
shouts 2 my nigga Charlie Hilton
cool as beats so i kno da mixtape is 2 raw
chillin in da shower bloggin gettin my daily dose of
Lupe Fiasco nd Charles Hamilton musik
yesterday i was 2 Far Gone i got a freestyle i did wit B Easy i look nd sound funny cause its 4rm my phone but i got a couple of shinnin moments i was 2 gone doe lol i got 2 videos ima post up
2day morning is finna b dedicated 2 musik
organize my mixtapes nd beats plan plot
talk 2 da fam nd figure something out asap
I'm tryin 2 flood ya'll wit musik
call it 'Da Cooling Process'
lol

Cool?
Joe Cool

Links

Wassup World
Ok i was jus txtin my bff
Cool? Hot! Tot
nd i was updatin her
on my Charles Hamilton news
nd my new future girlfriend

sometimes i swear my life is crazy
im like spirtually linked
2 some people
4 example i was havin strong feelings
dat jus made me sad nd all i could do
was worry bout Sean (Tarble)
after awhile i txted him
nd he was sayin yea he was goin thru shit
(i still havent checked da song out lil bruh my fault)
crazy

but wit my bff its different
its like we on da same page on damn near
everything
we was jus talkin bought my future
nd she said I Have More Future Wives
Den Anybody She Knows
nd She Has Eye Sex More Den Anybody
(tru she been takin off)

but our whole eye sex concept is so similar
wen u cry u nut
glasses nd contacts r condums
etc. etc.
its jus so funny cause i use 2 b on dat hard
nd she on it like me lol
we really connected
even if we seperated rite now
lol
aww man i miss my
Cool? Hot! Tot
ima b back dis weekend 4 a party

Cool?
Joe Cool

'And I'ma Hamilton....' (dead ass)'

Wassup World
man how bout im in da car
gettin my daily dose of Charles Hamilton
windows media player
plays nd she says
Your aunt's father's name is Charles Hamilton
well damn aint dat some shit
my rival nd i keep havin run ins
i think God is talkin 2 me
cause i jus realized i've been livin in
Chattanooga goin thru many problems
nd its county is
HAMILTON COUNTY
lol coincidence (cant spell)
maybe maybe not
dont kno i jus keep
idk ya'll its crazy
dis Dragonball Z theory im applyin 2 my life
is gettin real
im slick a Hamilton

Yo Goku dead ass doe
I'm comin 4 ya bruh

Cool?
Joe Cool

P.S.
"did my point get across"

2day Was A Good Day

Wassup world
2day has been 1 of da weird's day Good shockin crazy fulfillin ahh
i met dis girl riva flowz she's a poet i hope she reads da blog
but anyways she's a poet
wow
den she's cool 2 talk 2
a +
but get dis
she's charles hamilton's bestfriend lol wow small world
or maybe God's talkin 2 me cause he's havin a baby 2 crazy
and den 2 go on
i've been so inspired 2day wit dese halo beats
i'm writin 2 new songs 'Tuxedo Man' and 'Lebron James (King Music)'
I got Ty's respect I'm in dere now
I did great on my final and i got my homework opened in math class
im startin 2 like college more (hope i spelled it rite)
and i made money and smoked tons of green
i feel like ice cube 2day was a good day
but im scared bad things might follow and happen 2 me....i dont kno
but anyways
Tarble lil bruh shoot me a kite
smittycoolmusic@gmail.com
i got a beat i want u 2 get on wit me
and i want u on my label
real shit
im finish writin and go 2 sleep

America thanks 4 da inspiration

Cool?
Joe Cool

Wolverine (Immortal Death)

Ty step ya game up bruh lol

Joe Cool x Charles Hamilton = Vegeta The Chaos Saiyan

lol j/p
comment and tell me wat u think
Lupe's next

I've gotten used to
sittin on da globe
so wen im lookin down
the reasons
you should already kno
lowerin 2 yo level
is beneath me
3 ft underground
u still 3ft under my feet
rollin blunts
2 get high and escape
pepsi man.white girl?
only got a taste
my songs free
dats my only freebase
on lean skip da drink
no need 4 da chase
pop pills 2
make my soul fry
survived
i cry
cause
its hard 2 cope sometimes
gun 2 my head
i ask myself
in da mirror I 2 I
if i pull this trigger
will i jus die
or will i finally get my
peace of mind
2 my surprise
my reflection aint I
its paper
wit a pen
layin beside
so i guess if i die
you'll get a piece
of my mind
in retrospect
i already write
so look at yoself
....life is a lie
I've looked death
in his eyes
....felt God's womb
....and i felt real love
wit u
.....now wat girl

Cool?
Joe Cool

Guess Who's Back

Man i didnt really notice in my blogs i follow in my dashboard dat Dominique wrote something.....and she wrote about me.

Slick cheesin now

but its crazy doe im doin a lil over thinkin but look she didint have a song 2day and i jus so happy 2 make up one on da spot. Dat can be your new valentine song baby lol. Let me stop b4 a girl down here gets jealous cause i called her my baby.

I'ma give Dominique somethin special instead but first im still tryin 2 figure out y i'm so drawn 2 her (ayo excuse me while i black) aight so at first i was thinkin i tend 2 go 4 more weaker girls because my mom is so strong dat she emasculates me so i want my girl 2 b weaker den me but not 2 weak or i wont respect her right well i wouldnt say weak is da word i would jus rather my girl let me b da man right i love smart girls who write cause i have a thing 4 words and smart woman jus mesmerize me cause i slick love learnin (i'ma swagged up nerd) but wit her its wierd like she seems like a more laid back cool girl smarter den ya average chick deeper den whale pussy (not a good comparison) sexy and cute wit her own swag but even doe she has her own swag its not dat own swag dats like everybody elses unique own swag she took da nique outta unique and put it in her name Dominique so in return she shines it. i wanna pick her brain cause it seems like its so much i can learn 4rm her and teach her too or maybe im jus puttin her high on a silver platter and if i am jus doin dat den im truly disrespectin u i should puttin u on a platinum platter served wit kiwi and fruit a desert only meant 4 da gods and u yourself r Godly. In my eyes God has woman traits or could b a woman you were made in her eyes so u r a reflection of her therefor ( next 2 my mother) u r Godly a blessin in my eyes. even though i kno all dis i jus wanna kno where my feelings r comin 4rm like dis i've been feeling wierd alot latly 4 awhile now (make since) and i jus cant put my finger on things. I wanted u to b my valentine so dat'll b somethin we could always share 4 years 2 come. Didnt really have many grownin up my mamma was usually my valentine (is mother's day comin up cuase my momma been on my mind alot 2) so i would've remembered us lol man i jus let my mind wander and fingers loose and look wat happened lol i still do got something 4 u doe u might not understand it now but u will l8r

Cool?
Smitty

My Valentine

Im sittin here listening to Charles Hamilton dis mixtape is nice but i'm not feeling it like da other ones. i mean i always feel as if i kno charles on a personal level cause we relate so much 2gether. no homo or gay shit but i feel like im connected 2 dis nigga spirtually its crazy evey song dat has a message to me in or a song i really relate 2 i find myself feeling like its deja vu (did i speel dat right) crazy right, but im startin 2 feel im gettin crazier in peoples eyes as i start gainin more knowledge. like i cant really relate or b on other people's level. so dis is how it feels 2 b an alien or 2 feel as if u r not 4rm dis world its crazy sometimes i feel like im depressed but its cool bein depressed cause i think more



i've been thinkin i took alot of responsibility sayin i'll put a mixtape out every month cause i neva knew it was dis hard. its not da writing process dats hard but da recordin process cause niggas aint really serious like me. lately i've been sick doe cause of dis weather so my first mixtape keeps gettin pushed back it makes me mad feelin like i lied 2 u all dat read my blog.



now i bet u wonderin y i called dis my valentine

well 2 start my mom is my valentine sometimes i cant stand here and all dat etc. etc. shit but i love dat girl dead ass no matter wat happens my mom could kill Obama and i'm ridin wit her (i'ma talk more on her l8r)

but my blog friend De La Dom or Dominique hasnt been blogin lately so i've been readin her older entries. i swear if she had a widget 2 see da niggas visitin her site and how frequent i'd be dere everyday faithfully. i haven't read all her entries dont get me wrong she has so many videos dat my old computer freezes and i get mad and say fuck it but dead ass doe i asked her 2 b my (distant) valentine...i kno its short notice but lately i've been havin urges 2 do things dat i cant explain y or see da significance. is it God's hand? is she guidin me along like my mom used 2 and everythin will work out l8r??? i dont kno but its crazy after me and simone fall out and she stopped hittin me up (maybe my email aint workin) i get dis feeling 2 really reach out 2 Ms Dominique. I'm like wowin doe cause like she is slick my type i like but can neva have she's dat sexy nerdy girl in class engulfed in her music i want her i wanna kno how she ticks......im daydreamin bout u if u readin dis i wanna smoke some good weed wit ya (yea i started back) in a slightly dim room wit a mix of some old rnb and soul mostly 70s and 80s and charles hamilton slow shit lol im jus imagining maybe i am goin crazy fallin 4 an idea of somebody my fansies are runnin rampted

Cool?
Smitty

Turn u round spread it out put it down

Damn tiffany....
~>coolmusikblog.blogspot.com
note i wrote dis at 3 dis morning high

Love is in da air

I'm sittin here feelin like man i think i want love but its like i want a sweet deep love not jus a deep lust but real shit like some heart stoppin tear jerkin love like da kinda where i can lay up and not fuck. Dont get me wrong i can fuck and tame some pussy but i want somethin more solid and definite. Im startin 2 believe God is a woman so dat must mean women r godly figures so in turn love between a man and woman should b looked at as da connection between man and God. Maybe i'm wrong but dats how i feel i love women even if i tend 2 do them wrong. I jus want some love a bestfriend my bitch a girl i can give my all its not like i don't have girls who want me or wanna b wit me its jus i'm still thinkin bought dem and where i can see dem wit. I know i'ma get hell 4 dis but even da King of Hearts needs love. which brings me 2 dis i might b takin v day applications lol no real shit i
might i need a Queen of Hearts doe no lie but 4 now i need a good woman
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Crash Reflecting

Man i can't believe dis is jus saw Kirk Franklin rappin dat nigga ripped dat shit no lie i am trippin off him damn but shit man i've been so tired lately man i been high as a fool and yesterday and 2day i'm jus tryin 2 chill 4real i might but my phone on silent do my homework and chill i guess i don't kno yet wen i was gone da other day i was damn near in nirvanna did i spell dat right anyway it was one of da best feelings eva i was so productive and shit my brain was workin extremely well it was crazy i did a lot of thinkin i'll talk bout l8r but i also made a couple come ups and shit lol i was in dere i might not b able 2 do two or three entries a day cause its crunch time on dis mixtape but i'll still do one a day i'm finna eat dis taco bell and go 2 sleep
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WTF IS GOIN ON???

B4 i fall asleep man i'm closin my eyes reflectin on my day an life i started thinkin bout musik and i swear wen i did i felt as if somethin was tryin 2 come out of me its crazy

Its like somethin is tryin 2 either get out or somethin i don't wanna seem crazy but wen i smoke enough weed where i'm past dat sleepy high feelin and dat up hyper hungry trip high shit i be coolin and i swear i hear voices i can't really tell wat they say or who is it i jus hear dem its more den one i kno dat sometimes i'll zone (seems like da new word) or black out and can't remember wat had happened and wen i write or freestyle my flow and wordplay ain't even my style or way of writin i don't even remember writin dem in dat state

I can't describe it maybe i'm trippin or thinkin 2 much
Goodnight ya'll

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