Damn

Wasssup World
Sorry I've been gone
but i've been working 2 provide 4 my gurl nd kid
yea a lot has been goin on

sadly my book of rhymes burned
wen my gurl house caught on fire (twice)
so im finna start writing my first mixtape (again)

ugh
God has something planned 4 me
....i kno ima blog more as i write it

The Saiyan vs Sonic Chronicals
The Heartbreak Hotel
nd other mixtapes
r on hold right now also

im back 2 The Hyperbolic Time Chamber
peace

Cool?
Joe Cool

Will She Eva Learn

Wassup World
I jus now got home
finally gettin 2 really rest 2day
i jus left "spending time" wit my gurl
if dats wat u can call it
i dont understand her sometimes
no all da time
its like everything dat was happening
in our last relationship is happening again
she jus dont get things
nd she wonders y i cheated
its not cause i dont love her
i jus wonder where my love is
maybe ima needy person
but if my gurl cant notice y im mad
wen i been txtin her all day sayin
baby i've been up since 5 AM shitin
i been at work since 4
had 2 walk home (35-45 min walk)
nd wen i get out da shower i leave
wit u yo twin sister yo friend nd my bruh
nd ride around listening 2 ya'll talk
complain bitch talk about people etc. etc.
4 2 hrs knowin i gotta wake up early 4 work
wats wrong i notice everythin
take in account yo feelings all da time
would do anything 4 u @ any moment
im damn near yo ATM
but u cant say i love u 2 wen i tell u i love u

wats da point of tryin anymore

wheres my love at

2 b continued...

Dear Mamma (Root Of All Pain)

Wassup World
this right here started off as a EM
write off wit TY ( http://livelyricism.blogspot.com/ )
but as i started writing i got in to it
this is as real as it gets rite here
This is goin on Th Composition Notebook

I named my first project released that
cause all my life as far as i can remember
i would write in Composition Notebooks
u kno da one wit da black nd white on da outside
i got so many of dem packed up in storage
lost
nd at home its crazy
filled wit everything i've been thru

so witout further prolonging dis
here





No question 2 y i feel so alone
only questions is y it hurts me soul
im askin da question 2 u like u would kno
my life's been a black
writing 2 escape da sorrows
wit no support 4rm my mamma
who'd rather me b a scientist or a doctor
in her eyes i wasnt even wanted
how would u feel growin up knowing dis
havin dis feeling
my name is a JR
but my dad is Timothy
Ricky who my mamma wanted it 2 b
Wit me was prob resentment
4rm her own decissions so she tried 2 control how i'm living
manipulative
abussive
3rd grade arms nd body covered in bruises
but she said she loved me
so its all confusing
8th grade Ricky wanted a DNA test
we sat in yo room nd u cried on my chest
sayin u aint mean 4 IT 2 happen
u aint wanna hurt him
u aint mean 2 fuck Tim
IT was a accident
she wished she could ghange IT
IT being me
so da light blinded me but not i cant see
jus 2 pull out all da fake round me
da pain
despair
da sorrow
really no attention 4rm my mamma
since 3rd grade been able 2 take care of me nd my brothers
while she was wit Eistine
Dekarlos i would babysit
4th grade samething
but dis time wit a Tomlin
but not once u hear me complainin
figured somebody deserved happiness
nd wat did i look like takin it 4rm u miss
now u prob feel wrong
4 wat u done
but i only talked about a couple subjects
im not done yet
wish da beat was longer
so dis verbal beatin could prolonger
recongnitions all i longed 4
told me i was da man of da house
so who were dese men comin in yo house
thought i was da perfect son
so y do JeDon get a betta childhood
did i not deserve it
cause u didnt wat IT
IT being me again
wrote dis i started cryin
cause my mind u got inside of
now i cant look at u without wantin 2 cry
since 2nd grade had suicide thoughts man
i kno u prob thinking 2 yourself God damn
cause i held it in along wit more shit
i said i wanted 2 b cool wit Tim
nd u said fuck dat bitch
damn is dat really how u feel
cause u once said u should've stayed wit him
wen u were a kid
u playin wit my emotions
neva thought i would make a Dear Mamma
so its Dear Djuana
nd this jus the tip of da problem
would u listen or read dis
2 ask dat question y bother
secretly wanted other people kids
til u admitted it
damn u hurt yo own kid
physically
emotionally
mentally
i would say spirtually
but I've been losing my faith since 13
nd u wonder y i cant stay down wit one female
cause u warped my mind wit thoughts of every female
cause my life u was tryin 2 impress
nd do 4 da wrong reasons
no racial
but da white man nd woman bragged nd showed off 2 dem
but wit yo friend u doggin out yo kids
its dat real
let another man beat me
how could u
got mad wen i called another lady mamma
or wen i tried 2 get close 2 my grandmother
u havent even tried 2 do shit 4 yo grandson
so dont expect him 2 welcome u wit his arms open
im not writing dis 4 u 2 aplogize
I'm jus giving u da secrets behind my tears
my thought nd mean mugs nd attitudes
cause i finally realized u were lyin
wen u said
I love u 2


i dead ass cried while writing nd typing dis


Cool?
Joe Cool

Takin it back

Wassup world

You kno i've been goin thru it

so i reverted back 2 my childhood

cartoons always seem 2 help me

casue no matter wat somebody relates

lol

Killer Tofu

it always gets stuck in my head

ima make a beat 4rm dis

Cool?

Joe Cool

Tip of Da Pain

Wassup World
Man dead ass sometimes or damn near all da time i cant stand my family. its like i try so hard 2 do dem rite b by dem if they need me or anythin ya understand, but they cant seem 2 do da same. They dog me out 2 each other nd other people. Talk crazy str8 2 my face nd my babymamma. they only ask me 2 do things dat benifit dem or if they do something 4 me they only do it if they benifitin. my mamma nd cousin dats damn near my sister stay fightin nd cursin each other out. i try nd bring dem close but it neva works. me nd my mamma dont get along. she told me i was a mistake at 13 or 14 she was barley around while i grew up. always workin or at school 2 impress da next person while i babysit my brothers. dats been goin on since 3rd or 4th grade. im not wanted i dont feel loved but they'll kno doe. i swallow my pride nd roll wit da punches no matter how bad they hurt internally. i dont like
complainin nd bitchin but its startin 2 hurt more nd more.
deres more...
UnCool?
Joe Cool

This Will Neva Happen 2 Me

Wassup World

lol jus watch

You gotta b tasteful wen spittin the real

or dont talk about da wrong girl

Cool?

Joe Cool

On Top Of Da World Pondering

im on top of da world
its rainin
i gotta stop lookin
nd worryin 4 people under me
dats y i look down
get it
love shouldnt hurt
wat if earth is hell
is death betta den dis
wats wrong wit people
i need some
good weed
good pussy
a good girl
n loyal good friends
is dat 2 much 2 ask
i got my son
nd music
they aint goin nowhere
Cool Musik fam damn
im sorry if i get a lil distracted wit dis

Cool?
Joe Cool

The Neverendin Zone Act 2

Wassup World
im slick hurt nd mad rite now
i jus wrote 1 of da most realest songs
about wat me nd my babymamma go thru
i feel so played i pause my plans 4 her not
da baby nd dis how she does me
am i a bad father 4 lovin my babymamma more den my son..
i kno we arent 2gether anymore
but she plays acts nd treats me like we r
maybe its betta we dnt b 2gether den
cause i wanna b wit her but i dont want 2 either
im not completly ready ima dog nigga
so im tryin 2 betta myself 4 Harlem her
nd myself
but nothin i does neva pleases her
I'm feelin like damn i aint shit
nd i dnt get dis 3 yrs damn near gone
Tons of women want me but im stressin ova her....
Y i mean damn i jus dnt kno wat 2 do anymore wit her us all of dis
love is so hard
i thought dis was somethin worth fightin workin nd puttin my efforts into
but damn where is da price 4 goin thru it??
dis y i dont have gurlfriends
its jus brings pain
confusing jus 2 many bad feelings
but y
love is supposed 2 b...
not dis
naw...

UnCool?
Joe Cool

Lord 4give Me

I cannot stand my mom
all da shit i gotta go thru wit her
is soul shatterin
heartbreakin
maddening
infuriating
nd motivational
cause
im tryin my hardest 2
grind in order 2 buy her a house
2 get her da fuck away 4rm me
nd my sibilings
she also harasses

UnCool?
Joe Cool

If Im Vegeta He's Tarble

Yo i gotta give a shout 2 my nigga

I think his name Sean

http://precysely.blogspot.com/

is his blog where he writes

he's got some poerty up

and dude is past nice lol

I've been readin some of his old blog entries

he's deep as hell

lol

wat charles hamilton strives 2 be

im jus playin CH

but dead ass he cold

He needs to start rappin

Join COOL Musik

we'll really b some beast

lol

He's like a lil bruh 2 me

and i've neva met him

Readin all those entries i kinda got close

no homo needed

so he's Tarble in my land of Dragonball Z

Dead ass doe

we slick on da same shit

and wat he's goin thru

i've been goin thru it 2

damn

send me a message or something bruh

Cool?

Joe Cool

Wolverine (Immortal Death)

Ty step ya game up bruh lol

Joe Cool x Charles Hamilton = Vegeta The Chaos Saiyan

lol j/p
comment and tell me wat u think
Lupe's next

I've gotten used to
sittin on da globe
so wen im lookin down
the reasons
you should already kno
lowerin 2 yo level
is beneath me
3 ft underground
u still 3ft under my feet
rollin blunts
2 get high and escape
pepsi man.white girl?
only got a taste
my songs free
dats my only freebase
on lean skip da drink
no need 4 da chase
pop pills 2
make my soul fry
survived
i cry
cause
its hard 2 cope sometimes
gun 2 my head
i ask myself
in da mirror I 2 I
if i pull this trigger
will i jus die
or will i finally get my
peace of mind
2 my surprise
my reflection aint I
its paper
wit a pen
layin beside
so i guess if i die
you'll get a piece
of my mind
in retrospect
i already write
so look at yoself
....life is a lie
I've looked death
in his eyes
....felt God's womb
....and i felt real love
wit u
.....now wat girl

Cool?
Joe Cool

Press Play and Read

Premonitions.mp3 - Charles Hamilton

the very first day that i saw u i noticed u bout 3 or 4 times/ u and yo sister walkin around wit black shirts on both of ya'll lookin so fine/ in my eyes you were divine /high class dime/ that was top of da line/2 have u was the only thnig on mind/ in no time i was by yo side/ spittin wateva came 2 mind/ no lies/ but i had u laughin half da time/ but i was mesmerized/ by ya pretty brwon eyes/ and lips that were yearnin 4 mine/ i got yo numba and u got mine/ told u i'd call u round 9/ u was like aight/ ended up callin u in a minute/ cause my nigga wanted whootie digits/ exchanged it/ we ended up planning/ a day of walkin around campus/ granted/ i was jus happy to have dis enchantin/ madeleine/ in carmel skin/ talkin 2 me/ ya feel me?//

hook

we ended up not makin it/ it was aight cause everyday we was txting/ and/ i was really feeling this/ angel in carmel skin/ me and shunda time started slippin/ and then it started depletiong/ then it was jus finished/ my ke ke bear was all i wanted dere/ but she neva believed wat i said/ dropped plently women cause i was new 2 dis campus shit/ but ready 4 a real relationship/ i ate u like u was my girl/ had sex but felt no love/ dont care if i sound like a punk/ after dat i tried to make it official/ not cause i was in ya tissues/ but cause i was really into u/ u said yes 2 it/ but did u really mean 2 do it?/ Raven gave me some advice/ said u was more girlfriend not wife/ u jus needed more experience in ya life/ and if it was to work all girls had to b cut out of my life/ so more time was spent most was jus given/ u let off a hot cold temp/ so i didnt kno wat u was feeling/ did i remind u of Dewayne/ or was it lust we was feeling?/

.....wats da reasons//

hook

one night while i was sleepin/ u was goin thru my phone/ and saw i had said/ i jus nutted in my main bitch/ u got mad said i was green/ without knowin wat i meaned/ main bitch was not meant disrespectful in no meanin/ and i had a condum but it was slippin/ if u really wanted 2 kno my feelings/ i got beef wit a whole football team/ cause one dude was talkin 2 u baby/ i kno i sound crazy/ i let my guard down opened da door and u played me/ did i do something wrong please tell me/ da blame u can place on me/ all i got is a picture and a voicemail message 4 memories/but in my mind i got plenty/remember wen u opened up 2 me/ in da library/ we told each other our life story/ or afer dat nashville pj party/ i held u da whole night no freaking/ and i saw da sun rise in ya eyes/was i mistaken/ to believe love was wat i was seein//

hook

bridge

all dat

God blessed u wen she made u/ beautiful is not the word 2 describe u/ beautiful couldnt descirbe part of you/ perfection wen i glance at u/ im blinded wen i stare at you/ im in cupids tennis shoes/ love drawn arrow made 4 you/ but do i shot?//

lookin back on my life and my life gone

where do we go 4rm here

you like a tat of a mic on my right arm

im missin you ova heremaybe i need u

maybe i love u

maybe we can neva look back again

or maybe im back again

(til music plays out)

Real shit that was all emotion Ke Ke

im not changin or takin nothin down.

live wit it


Cool?
Mr Joe Cool

Psychological Love

close my eyes jus 2 b wit u
all things untru, in your eyes, become tru
i feel u callin 2 me
da wantin is so strong
where u r i dont kno
but we're tied by our soul
your raw emotions transfer 2 eye
feelins so robust and real makes me cry
come away wit me fly through the sky
we can fly and let our souls die
lord 4give I
no me
or she
her
is He
re-
live our first kiss 4eva
our first time is always da best time
your hand in mine
we fly away like butterflies
drink da nectar 4rm ya flower
in da starlight we can shower
feed me kiwi under a moon lite sky
as i stare deep in your eyes
or yo soul tryin 2 see wats inside
or like a kid wit a mean mamma
i wanna see da outside
be my eternal woman
no need 4 otha women
wishin u'd
become real like Pinocchio
ima keep wishin
til den im talkin 2 my conscience
like Jimminnie Cricket
my imaginary girlfriend and her man
Wendy and Peter Pan
dancing 4eva
in Neverland



.......butterflies nd diamonds
.......i got a love of words
.......im not goin crazy

My Dear Love.....

Cool?
Smitty

P.S. i wrote dis on facebook dis morning

Turn u round spread it out put it down

Damn tiffany....
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note i wrote dis at 3 dis morning high

Love is in da air

I'm sittin here feelin like man i think i want love but its like i want a sweet deep love not jus a deep lust but real shit like some heart stoppin tear jerkin love like da kinda where i can lay up and not fuck. Dont get me wrong i can fuck and tame some pussy but i want somethin more solid and definite. Im startin 2 believe God is a woman so dat must mean women r godly figures so in turn love between a man and woman should b looked at as da connection between man and God. Maybe i'm wrong but dats how i feel i love women even if i tend 2 do them wrong. I jus want some love a bestfriend my bitch a girl i can give my all its not like i don't have girls who want me or wanna b wit me its jus i'm still thinkin bought dem and where i can see dem wit. I know i'ma get hell 4 dis but even da King of Hearts needs love. which brings me 2 dis i might b takin v day applications lol no real shit i
might i need a Queen of Hearts doe no lie but 4 now i need a good woman
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See You In My Nightmares

The woman i always started 2 think was the girls of my dreams proved she was 2day but a bitter sweet dream not a nightmare doe its crazy doe jazy baby is wat i called lol but anyway yea she jus wowed me 2day we were talkin and i told her somethings i did in da past and she looked me dead str8 in my eyes and said i hate niggas like dat. Dat shit gonna come back 2 u and its gonna hit yo ass hard. And i'm like damn don't say dat knock on wood dont jynx me she said 2 me still starrin deep into my soul like nobody else has eva before i could i feel her breath 4rm across da room her eyes pierced me and i could feel her aura her feelings emotions were transfered in dis eye sex u can call it but she said naw nigga i hope it does i hate niggas like dat and i asked do u hate me and she said yea i said really she said yea dats fucked up i got quiet and asked str8 up and she said yea str8 up i was
hurt i was high and like i was hurtin bad slick wanted 2 cry damn bruh i guess i had 2 wake up dis way but u usually do eventually
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Payin my respect

R.I.P Coach Gallo
R.I.P my lil M.A.B.B bruh Ike Robinson

you both r loved and missed

and 2 all who have lost family and friends my best wishes and empathy goes 2 you all i kno da feelin of losin someone close
{ cool musik }

p.s Ike i'm sorry i couldn't make it 2 yo funeral lil bruh i'm sorry

" I need a moment ya'll see i almost let a tear drop" - Nas

.....ain't no almost ova here it still hurts.....